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More than half of the foids at my gym just walk on the treadmill, no jogging or anything, just straight walking, since I've started incorporating cardio into my routine man I just love walking next to them, not to be near them or anything even like that but because it kinda makes me feel weirdly closer to them because our nervous systems our doing the exact same thing, it doesn't matter if the foid is black or white, Indian or Chinese, fat or thin, autistic or NT or anything in-between, the fact that both of our nervous systems and spinal cords are doing the exact same action at that specific moment makes me feel weirdly close to them even though they have absolutely nothing in common with and vice verse, they don't know what it's like to be an autistic hyper aware person with uncontrollable tourettes and I don't know what it's like to be a hyper social NT brute, but in that moment we're both walking on that treadmill, our nervous motor systems are operating in mostly the exact same exact way, both of our spinal cords are engaging the CPG to make our legs walk, and in my mind it just kinda weirdly disintegrates the barriers between us in that specific moment in time, before we eventually step off the treadmill and they go back to living their hyper social NT lives and I go back to being an autistic recluse who regularly drinks himself into oblivion because that's the only time I know genuine mental peace, but in that moment on the treadmill, regardless of our social and ethnic differences, our nervous systems are both doing the same physical thing
