There is no activity in my life better than playing video games. Competitive games like Tekken and ApexfaggotLegends are great because I like to battle against other people and prove my skill. I’m a nerd I’ll sit here and study the frames like it’s a college assignment. And when I focus hard AF, it’s like everything else fades out… nothing else matters… it’s just me, my controller, and my monitor in the whole universe. Every ounce of my being is fully dedicated to the game at that singular point in time, and it makes me forget about everything else.
When I’m playing ranked, I’m not thinking about my job, my debt, my self-hatred, or my poor health. I’m only thinking about the next counter hit, the next punish, the next knockdown, the next squad wipe. Top-notch reaction speed, flow state. I unite with the game, and we become as one. It gets my blood pumping because my brain can’t tell the difference between real and not real, and to my brain, this is a life or death situation. The same concept applies with pornography. You know it’s not real, but to a certain degree, your brain interprets what it sees as real, and that’s why you get sexually aroused.
Then there are single player games everything from dating sims (I love DOA Extreme) to survival horror (I love RE with passion). They make me feel invested in the story. They make me forget about myself for a while. Even more obscure experimental games such as OFF and Cruelty Squad just entertain me, and I could go on forever, just playing more and more games. The only reason I’m still here. I can stare at my waifu on my screen for as long as I want, and she will always answer me in the best way possible. I know I won’t get cucked like in real life.
If I down a whole cup of methadone and water, if I shoot myself in the head…
How am I gonna play Tekken? How am I gonna play the new RE9?
When I’m playing ranked, I’m not thinking about my job, my debt, my self-hatred, or my poor health. I’m only thinking about the next counter hit, the next punish, the next knockdown, the next squad wipe. Top-notch reaction speed, flow state. I unite with the game, and we become as one. It gets my blood pumping because my brain can’t tell the difference between real and not real, and to my brain, this is a life or death situation. The same concept applies with pornography. You know it’s not real, but to a certain degree, your brain interprets what it sees as real, and that’s why you get sexually aroused.
Then there are single player games everything from dating sims (I love DOA Extreme) to survival horror (I love RE with passion). They make me feel invested in the story. They make me forget about myself for a while. Even more obscure experimental games such as OFF and Cruelty Squad just entertain me, and I could go on forever, just playing more and more games. The only reason I’m still here. I can stare at my waifu on my screen for as long as I want, and she will always answer me in the best way possible. I know I won’t get cucked like in real life.
If I down a whole cup of methadone and water, if I shoot myself in the head…
How am I gonna play Tekken? How am I gonna play the new RE9?
