Venting I look retarded in recordings and pictures.

[autisticsoy]

Just watched a recording my mom had of me and my brother's and I look retarded in it. Like its completely obvious something is wrong me. I then remembered how back in high-school my teacher showed me a picture of us when doing group activities and i remember the same exact shut my posture, my mouth being slightly opened, my eyes, the way my hands are positioned. Autism truly is fucking me over even with my appearance.

 

[I hate women]

i am too

 

[autisticsoy]

i am too

Its brutal I wasnt even able to hide it.

 

[Caichan]

I haven’t touched my camera app in months

 

[I hate women]

Its brutal I wasnt even able to hide it.

I remember that in my teens, I always looked ugly and fat in photos

 

[andrej]

i am too

 

[D. B. Gooner]

You reminded me of this time I was on a school trip junior year of HS. This girl I don't know walks up to me giggling, but in a pitying manner trying not to insult me. She shows me her phone and says "Is this you?".
It's a picture her and a friend of hers took in front of a monument. I'm in the background and I kid you not I look exactly like this picture.

Same posture except my head is even further down with a nerd neck, similar headshape from that angle, even my wrists bent the same way. Some guys that were next to me starts laughing maniacally and tbf it was pretty funny but it made me think about how weird I looked in motion.

 

[autisticsoy]

You reminded me of this time I was on a school trip junior year of HS. This girl I don't know walks up to me giggling, but in a pitying manner trying not to insult me. She shows me her phone and says "Is this you?".
It's a picture her and a friend of hers took in front of a monument. I'm in the background and I kid you not I look exactly like this picture.
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Same posture except my head is even further down with a nerd neck, similar headshape from that angle, even my wrists bent the same way. Some guys that were next to me starts laughing maniacally and tbf it was pretty funny but it made me think about how weird I looked in motion.

thats just brutal dude.

 

[Poindexter]

Same

I’ve made sure there’s no pictures or videos of me available on the internet somewhere

 

[Eternatus]

Bro u cannot imagine how I do relate. I look like a big headed long midface caveman when recorded, I anglemaxx in front of the mirror thinking it isn’t that bad, but it is.