I liked being ugly

[PTSD Marsupials]

I knew since I was a kid that girls my age weren't attracted to me. But I didn't care about girls at all back then. As a kid, I would just study, play games, sleep and repeat. In fact, I liked that I was ugly because then people would leave me alone, all I wanted was to be alone and do my thing. I had no responsibilities, no worries, no soul-crushing depression. Those days were so pure.

But I suddenly developed an interest in girls and all that happiness drained away, slipping through my fingers. Now I'm sitting here, writing this while trying not to cry.

I bet everyone here wishes they could go back to before they started liking girls

 

[Sperg Abomination]

one cope a day keeps to rope away

 

[MR PENIS]

I bet everyone here wishes they could go back to before they started liking girls

I wish

 

[Deleted member 8078]

Yep, sexdrivepill is brutal. I wish there were medication to permanently suppress the sex drive without all the nasty side effects that currently available ones have, namely turning you into a faggot.

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

I wish

Everyone's a nostalgiacel

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

dnr

 

[SteelCentaur]

dnr

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

Yep, sexdrivepill is brutal. I wish there were medication to permanently suppress the sex drive without all the nasty side effects that currently available ones have, namely turning you into a faggot.

Exactly. Trying to suppress your own sex drive is a pure cope too. I tried it, it's literally impossible. Every time I see a woman I get extremely depressed

 

[Paladin]

In fact, I liked that I was ugly because then people would leave me alone

If you were really ugly people wouldn't just let you be alone all the time and would actively go out of there way to make fun of you. LTN trait imo and I'm not saying this to call you a fakecel since I'm LTN tier facially as well. A guy who's truecel tier from his face alone would never say something like this.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

But I suddenly developed an interest in girls and all that happiness drained away, slipping through my fingers.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I wish there were medication to permanently suppress the sex drive without all the nasty side effects that currently available ones have, namely turning you into a faggot.

Even if such medication existed, I personally would never take it, for it would be an admission of defeat, to embrace one's subhuman fate. Then what? It still wouldn't erase the memory of what was lost, or the knowledge of what you will never have; the only difference is it would turn one into a husk with zero vitality and drive, a biological being with no purpose.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

one cope a day keeps to rope away

 

[Deleted member 8078]

Even if such medication existed, I personally would never take it, for it would be an admission of defeat, to embrace one's subhuman fate. Then what? It still wouldn't erase the memory of what was lost, or the knowledge of what you will never have; the only difference is it would turn one into a husk with zero vitality and drive, a biological being with no purpose.

You'd have the knowledge but you wouldn't crave for intimacy. You being depressed over loneliness is just nature's way to punish you for not fulfilling your biological purpose. However, if you suppress that part of your biology, I think you can live a happy life as an incel provided that you have good copes and aren't poor.

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

If you were really ugly people wouldn't just let you be alone all the time and would actively go out of there way to make fun of you. LTN trait imo and I'm not saying this to call you a fakecel since I'm LTN tier facially as well. A guy who's truecel tier from his face alone would never say something like this.

Yes you're right. Being left alone is way better than being bullied.

But at the school I went to there was barely any bullying. There was a trucecel in my grade (he was bald with a deformed face) and even he seemed to have plenty of friends.

 

[PTSD Marsupials]

Although I agree with you I'm a LTN not a truecel

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

You'd have the knowledge but you wouldn't crave for intimacy. You being depressed over loneliness is just nature's way to punish you for not fulfilling your biological purpose. However, if you suppress that part of your biology, I think you can live a happy life as an incel provided that you have good copes and aren't poor.

From my perspective, suppressing the drive doesn’t necessarily free you, it simply amputates a part of what makes you human. The craving isn’t some malfunction that needs to be “fixed”; it’s a reflection of the life force itself, the same instinct that built civilizations and drove men to greatness. To chemically mute it is to surrender the very spark that separates us from machines. You might achieve a dull, synthetic peace, but it wouldn’t be happiness. Furthermore, I can't see how it would solve the knowledge there are people out there experiencing pleasure while you chemically sedate yourself; even if the desire was entirely eliminated, the memory will remain, and so long as it's present, the notion of freedom is intangible and unfeasible. Hell, even if I was born free of desire, it would still hurt to see people experiencing pleasure I cannot grasp, so it would seem even more tormenting to live with the knowledge you sedated yourself in an attempt to escape physical desperation, all while the mental jail remains unbreakable.

 

[Veyron]

dnr

 

[mariomariuss]

But I suddenly developed an interest in girls and all that happiness drained away, slipping through my fingers. Now I'm sitting here, writing this while trying not to cry.
I bet everyone here wishes they could go back to before they started liking girls

those were the days and after age of 13 for me it just was diffrent

 

[carrot]

I knew since I was a kid that girls my age weren't attracted to me. But I didn't care about girls at all back then. As a kid, I would just study, play games, sleep and repeat. In fact, I liked that I was ugly because then people would leave me alone, all I wanted was to be alone and do my thing. I had no responsibilities, no worries, no soul-crushing depression. Those days were so pure.

But I suddenly developed an interest in girls and all that happiness drained away, slipping through my fingers. Now I'm sitting here, writing this while trying not to cry.

I bet everyone here wishes they could go back to before they started liking girls

Take the white pill