I left the house for the first time in a bit, it was nice. I showered, brushed my teeth, and sat outside with some tea and watched the snow fall. It was really nice. I forgot how much I like going outside, I talked with my younger brother (who I live with) about taking a hike sometime this week and he agreed. I don’t spend time with him much anymore, and I think he dislikes me due to my constant suicide attempts, but I miss doing things with him, so I’m gonna try to rebuild our relationship. He’s the only one of my siblings who hasn’t overdosed, and I really don’t wanna lose him from my life.
