Survivor bias tbh. Nobody knows what true loneliness is like because the truly lonely are either dead, or nobody knows they exist so they couldn’t even talk to them. Also nobody cares about lonely males, only lonely women (that probabaly have 1000 orbiters ready to worship them, but they’re not tall hot guys so they mightaswell not exist)
I’ve been alone pretty much my whole life . Extremely chronic loneliness for the last 7 years though since I went bald and pretty much never go outside because of it .. I’m becoming less and less NT by the day. I’m probabaly insane by now . I think about suicide hourly. I don’t think I’ll make it to 30. I know for a fact I won’t recover from this much damage to my psyche. I think I’m beyond repair at this point . My only options are:
A: suicide cause death > life
B: make life > death with drugs/escorts/gambling etc to cope with my crap reality
I’m not adjusted well at all. I’m not assimilated well at all. I’ve missed out on ALL developmental milestones . I’m frozen in time and can’t move forward until I experience a youth and prime and some relationships and experiences . Sadly nothing I do will me make me young again so it’s impossijke to acquire what I seek. Drugs and hookers it is for me. If I can’t afford it , it’s a shotgun blast to the head or heroin + nitrogen
Fuck normies talking about loneliness .. loneliness is not merely existing in one place for a short time without the company of others. Real loneliness is more excruciating than any pain you’ve ever felt before . It makes you bang your head into walls until your forehead is bruised and bleeding. It makes you stand there completely lost and unable to move, wondering how things got this bad, unable to even think. Being alone for a day, or month, or year is not loneliness. Try being alone for your entire life, not knowing what it feels like to not be alone, but seeing everyone in the world be young happy and not lonely, getting enjoyment out of being conscious Homo sapiens on planet earth.
Fuck normies. Fuck women. Fuck their fake first world boojee privileged non-problems. Fuck them. They don’t know what pain is.