Venting I lay around all day imagining having a gf

[Glassness]

I know the whole point of the forum is that we can’t get a gf. But I just feel like something about me is missing. Not being in a relationship. Everyone else is. I have to watch everyone else be happy. Watch their posts. See them be happy. I sometimes just sit there and imagine in full detail a relationship (mostly of my childhood crush). Not sex. I just want to do the simple stuff like go on a date at a restaurant or kiss under a bridge or other relationship shit. I’ve done this for hours on end. I think the longest was 7 hours just staying awake in bed. But I can’t really have it. I just have to sit here and endure watching as people take for granted the life I would do anything for without a thought. I mourn for it every day. I don’t know how I’m supposed to last my whole life doing this. I can’t see for me as I get older these feelings go away. I can’t even go outside because I see people walking and I only see me and her. I just have to keep on coping for the rest of my life until I rope or lose these feelings.

 

[ChangCel]

Same. I tried coping with drugs but even that had an end. Having an attractive gf that loves you is all that matters in this life.

 

[user]

Inceldom is not that bad unless you see all these happy couples

 

[Bane6]

I understand that, and I think it's a reflection of the brain itself after so many years of loneliness and lack of female love...
My brain created a kind of "perfect woman" and she's been in my head for a couple of years now, I think about her involuntarily and I'm afraid she won't go away soon, it's a huge and extremely depressing cope.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Not sex. I just want to do the simple stuff like go on a date at a restaurant or kiss under a bridge or other relationship shit.

I used to want that too. After being blackpilled for so long and realizing no foid actually wants to do that with a guy like me, I only want sex now since wanting actual real love is synthetic.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

I daydream all day about me taking my revenge on soyciety.

 

[kerberos41]

Occasionally, I also imagine that someone loves me. We watch movies together, hug each other, build snowmen, pick strawberries, buy tourist souvenirs that are useless but beautiful, and sometimes have childish arguments. But in the end, we will forgive each other. But this is impossible. The possibility of winning the lottery is much greater. (I never buy lottery tickets.)

 

[coping_manlet]

I day dream about slowly torturing and killing my high school bullies

 

[Runt171]

 

[Violet loner]

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