Deleted member 37095
17yr old Russian KHHV mentalcel
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I know that this is complete hypocrisy to say this(there are people who are disabled in a vegetable like state who have a life 1000 trillion times worse than me), but why is this happening to me?
Why did the LORD doomed my life to be a lonely, relationshipless, repetition.
I have only 3 good friends(1 of them a bluepilled 4/10incel(sorry bro but its the truth) in the place where I live, but I can only hang out with 2 of them.
I was never in a relationship, still a KHHV at 17y(i'm sure 95% in my class had sex but they are just denying it). While everyone is going to parties, fucking with each other, i'm rotting at home while playing Kerbal Space Program. While everyone is laughing with their girlfriends, i am sitting alone or perhaps with my few friends and browsing instagram.
It is such a shame to have everything in your life to suceed, a good body and face, rich parents ready to pay college, but my mental problems due to middle school bullying are fucking all of this up.
Why did the LORD doomed my life to be a lonely, relationshipless, repetition.
I have only 3 good friends(1 of them a bluepilled 4/10incel(sorry bro but its the truth) in the place where I live, but I can only hang out with 2 of them.
I was never in a relationship, still a KHHV at 17y(i'm sure 95% in my class had sex but they are just denying it). While everyone is going to parties, fucking with each other, i'm rotting at home while playing Kerbal Space Program. While everyone is laughing with their girlfriends, i am sitting alone or perhaps with my few friends and browsing instagram.
It is such a shame to have everything in your life to suceed, a good body and face, rich parents ready to pay college, but my mental problems due to middle school bullying are fucking all of this up.