SuicideFuel I kinda accept my fate, the last vestiges of hope keep dragging me down

[NatsumeSouseki]

I know I’ll never have a woman’s true attraction

My curry ass can’t do shit about that. I understand. Even if I somehow ascend I will never be respected no matter my contribution.

Every woman has a price, even if I somehow found a girl who respected me (it will never happen), if the right guy came along he’d be able to take her away

There’s nothing I can do, I’ve made peace with it but the last vestiges of it stil bother me

When the waitress at the Japanese restaurant smiles at me and talks in Japanese with me and pretends to be impressed that I can speak Japanese, I know she just wants a higher tip and thag she thinks of me as nothing more than a curry ant but I still hope unwittingly

I keep wishing that maybe one day some girl will look at the fact that I speak Japanese, or that I’m studying to be a doctor, or that I’m funny or just fucking anything I have and treat me with love and dignity for it.

I wish all of the achievements I have and will acquire can’t just be washed away by someone else’s bone structure and tibia length. I keep thinking that every time a foid is friendly with me that there’s something that can emerge from it when in reality they’re just forced to be nice to me

One time a girl at my university’s Japanese club talked to me and asked me how I learned Japanese and she kept going on about how i speak even better than her and how it’s so cool or whatever and then when I get my hopes up and think “OH MY GOD SHE THINKS IM COOL” and I ask her to come with me to a coffee shop after the club meeting is over, she blows me off

I wish my hope could just die already, so I could be at peace. I keep preaching to other .is brocels to give up hope but I can’t even do it myself

 

[PersonaPimp]

To accept your fate is to lose any sense of meaningful purpose in life. It's brutal however it really is true that the only escape from the cruel fate of inceldom is through death.

 

[copemaxx9002]

To accept your fate is to lose any sense of meaningful purpose in life. It's brutal however it really is true that the only escape from the cruel fate of inceldom is through death.

 

[Ultracel30]

You can become a monk. It's the absolute coping mechanism.

 

[NatsumeSouseki]

At least you can betabuxx and toilets are completely repulsed by your looks it would seem.

Did you try with pajeeta "foreign students" (Walmart workers), maybe they would be interested.

They see me as nothing more than a passport

 

[NatsumeSouseki]

Was talking about a one time ordeal, they'd probably do you regardless of your looks just to escape the shared housing they live in for a night.

I could try actually, let’s see if it works

I tried talking to a curry foid on Instagram and the conversation fizzled out instantly