I just wish there’s an afterlife or reincarnation to have another chance at life or perhaps have your soul re-emerge as a force of nature.

[Diomedes_1112]

As absurd as it might sound, I just wish that there’s an afterlife or a reincarnated new life to have another chance at life or perhaps re-emerge as a force of nature.

Maybe if I have enough money to get married and have children, maybe I’ll have an end put to my feelings of unhappiness. But I really don’t see that happening now.

I hate my life. As a child and then teenager, I struggled very severely with anxiety and nervousness (I really think vaccines damaged my ability to control my emotions); have other mental problems that I won’t mention; never had a good relationship to anyone; etc.

At 16-17, for example, right in the period of life when you’re supposed to be living free from any distress or problems, I remember being heavily plagued with severe nervousness, anxiety, unpleasant feelings, etc. I feel that I want to enjoy life now, but in a few years I’ll be 30, right when you’re supposed to get married, have children, spend your life working endlessly, and so on.

Even if I could stop being an incel, I think I would still hesitate as I really don’t want to repeat the same crappy, unhappy, and depressing existence that I had during my youth.

I hate that I was ever born.

 

[kaijicel]

wow man, i was reading this and relating, but got very sad when is saw your age...

Im only 18 but i cant imagine having to life like this for what? 60 years?

fuck bro this is not fair, im christian so i hope we get to enjoy heaven atleast

 

[Regressive]

absolute nothingness mogs everything

 

[Diomedes_1112]

wow man, i was reading this and relating, but got very sad when is saw your age...

Im only 18 but i cant imagine having to life like this for what? 60 years?

fuck bro this is not fair, im christian so i hope we get to enjoy heaven atleast

Thanks.

I wish I could be 18 again, to restart life. I don’t think it’s too late for me though, but I’ve fallen behind much.

I often think about life being the same crap for the next fifty to sixty years of my existence, hoping to instead not be alive.

Yeah I hope there’s Heaven at least.

 

[kaijicel]

Thanks.

I wish I could be 18 again, to restart life. I don’t think it’s too late for me though, but I’ve fallen behind much.

I often think about life being the same crap for the next fifty to sixty years of my existence, hoping to instead not be alive.

Yeah I hope there’s Heaven at least.

wdym with restart life? are there any things you think i should do? i honestly have lost all hope, being khhv at 18.

im studying so ill have a job i can feed myself but i just dont see the point

 

[bonedigger06]

My religion has the concept of Reincarnation,but I think all comes down to just chance, like a roll of dice.

wdym with restart life? are there any things you think i should do? i honestly have lost all hope, being khhv at 18.

im studying so ill have a job i can feed myself but i just dont see the point

Same and agreed.If you are a bonafide inky,just don't play the game and move on towards the dark path Life has already prepared.

 

[kaijicel]

Same and agreed.If you are a bonafide inky,just don't play the game and move on towards the dark path Life has already prepared.

might be only option left

 

[bonedigger06]

might be only option left

This time,this is the only option (As a 19 year old Studycel,this is it)

 

[kaijicel]

This time,this is the only option (As a 19 year old Studycel,this is it)

brutal for us studycels.

hopefully this shit STEM works out

 

[bonedigger06]

brutal for us studycels.

hopefully this shit STEM works out

Yup.
Now in this time (nearly 3:40 AM) I am just hoppin and listening to shit music.This is the only happiness for most inkies probably.

 

[kaijicel]

Yup.
Now in this time (nearly 3:40 AM) I am just hoppin and listening to shit music.

lol, its 00:06 here, also just listening to shit music

This is the only happiness for most inkies probably.

Seems to be the case

 

[bonedigger06]

Well enjoy it.
It as it is,just as Water is well

 

[Diomedes_1112]

wdym with restart life?

18 is still young. If you know what you want to do in life at that age, that’s great. Sorry for the late reply.

what do you like to do in life? What are you studying, if you don’t mind me asking? I feel behind because of my indecisiveness and anxiety. I think I should’ve just stayed out of college for a few years and then return, after fixing my health problems. But as long as you can achieve your education or career goals, that’s great.

im studying so ill have a job i can feed myself but i just dont see the point

Don’t lost hope. It may feel like that initially, but once you succeed you won’t regret it. I wish I could’ve done that years before so that I could be living well off now.

 

[kaijicel]

18 is still young. If you know what you want to do in life at that age, that’s great. Sorry for the late reply.

what do you like to do in life? What are you studying, if you don’t mind me asking? I feel behind because of my indecisiveness and anxiety. I think I should’ve just stayed out of college for a few years and then return, after fixing my health problems. But as long as you can achieve your education or career goals, that’s great.


Don’t lost hope. It may feel like that initially, but once you succeed you won’t regret it. I wish I could’ve done that years before so that I could be living well off now.

np for late reply

i dont rlly have hobby's besides gym, im studying software development.

i have to go to sleep, i got work tomorrow.

ill respond when i wake up

 

[stalkerKiller]

right when you’re supposed to get married, have children

My dude, obviously not getting foids is sad but getting married..... That sounds like a bad idea. Literally all married men I've known regretted it, most divorced actually.

Idk, try to befriend someone with a family and you'll realize how shitty of an existence that is. Obviously if you still live in a based and Trad country like Afghanistan then you definitely should get married. Otherwise the juice isn't worth the squeeze.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

i dont rlly have hobby's besides gym, im studying software development.

That’s nice.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

Literally all married men I've known regretted it, most divorced actually.

I am aware of the current state of marriage overall, and it makes me feel doomed either way.

I still think I have a good chance at improving my life and traveling abroad to find a decent girl/woman to marry, and that if I do nothing now, I’ll never get there.

 

[Emba]

wow man, i was reading this and relating, but got very sad when is saw your age...

Im only 18 but i cant imagine having to life like this for what? 60 years?

fuck bro this is not fair, im christian so i hope we get to enjoy heaven atleast

Hi! I'm Emba! And I am a farce of nature!!!

 

[kaijicel]

Hi! I'm Emba! And I am a farce of nature!!!

interesting

 

[Emba]

interesting

Fascinating

 

[jungfraucel]

I am aware of the current state of marriage overall, and it makes me feel doomed either way.

I still think I have a good chance at improving my life and traveling abroad to find a decent girl/woman to marry, and that if I do nothing now, I’ll never get there.

youve got this brocel travel the world and give us all hope. i think western society is the problem. foids have too many options now and wont look at you twice unless your a chad. you might get lucky in asian or middle eastern countries