I just realized, I don't really have any actual close friends

[totalpuke]

Recently, every time I find something funny that I wanted to share, or just a conversation I wanted to have, I never know who to text. What's the point of having these friends if I cant do any of that for them? what's the point if I'm not gaining any connection out of it? Plenty people come to me about their problems, but I don't think they give a shit about me at all, the questions never goes both ways, its just them ranting about themselves. I thought the key to finding friends was vulnerability, but it turns out no one really cares about me they just enjoy having a person to dump their emotions on. Its getting so bad to the point I just copy a video down, or write down my thoughts because I have no one to share or discuss them with.

 

[INVERTER]

I just talk to myself all day. Other people only result in disappointment

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I've seemingly lost all ability to form friendships or long lasting social relations. deep down, I know they will fail so don't bother.

 

[totalpuke]

I just talk to myself all day. Other people only result in disappointment

Im trying to get rid of this habit.

 

[GloomyGhoul]

Recently, every time I find something funny that I wanted to share, or just a conversation I wanted to have, I never know who to text. What's the point of having these friends if I cant do any of that for them? what's the point if I'm not gaining any connection out of it? Plenty people come to me about their problems, but I don't think they give a shit about me at all, the questions never goes both ways, its just them ranting about themselves. I thought the key to finding friends was vulnerability, but it turns out no one really cares about me they just enjoy having a person to dump their emotions on. Its getting so bad to the point I just copy a video down, or write down my thoughts because I have no one to share or discuss them with.

Very relatable. Hoarding images and memes in the hopes of finding people to share them with, but never being able to do so. I write whatever comes to mind because my memory is so bad. I also have to journal because of my schizophrenia

 

[totalpuke]

Very relatable. Hoarding images and memes in the hopes of finding people to share them with, but never being able to do so. I write whatever comes to mind because my memory is so bad. I also have to journal because of my schizophrenia

holy shit dude, I haven't really considered this but this new medicine my doctor is putting me on is for schizophrenia. But what could that possibly mean? I have pretty good memory of stuff that its almost weird, but I get I'm told I'm delusional/crazy whenever I talk about anything by those around me.

 

[Let It Burn]

Im in my own always . I accepted my fate

 

[Enigmaz]

I'd suggest blocking those 'friends'. You can call me whatever you want, but I don't see any point in having friends. That relationship, similar to a romantic relationship, is selfish and ego driven. You want to send people funny stuff or whatever for the actual reason of the validation you might get and that in turn fuels your ego.

 

[Firefighter]

Other people only result in disappointment

Other people only result in disappointment

 

[AJohn]

People are there just for existing, like all the people reading here. Probably a lot just don't care. Or maybe some do. But in any case, most of what we write and share is just pointless. I've been gaslighted and treated like shit to oblivion, and probably no one cares. Someone else might have gone through some other terrible experiences but a lot of people still just don't care except for the validation they might get by listening to you or by the idea that if they listen to you, you'll listen to them too. It's all shit anyways. Then again, we need to share our pain somewhere. It's the stupid life.

 

[pumpkinlord130]

I have no friends at all.

 

[INVERTER]

People are there just for existing, like all the people reading here. Probably a lot just don't care. Or maybe some do. But in any case, most of what we write and share is just pointless. I've been gaslighted and treated like shit to oblivion, and probably no one cares. Someone else might have gone through some other terrible experiences but a lot of people still just don't care except for the validation they might get by listening to you or by the idea that if they listen to you, you'll listen to them too. It's all shit anyways. Then again, we need to share our pain somewhere. It's the stupid life.

This

 

[Renegade#1]

only fakecels have friends

 

[DISASTER]

I've seemingly lost all ability to form friendships or long lasting social relations. deep down, I know they will fail so don't bother.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I never had friends or a private chat conversation in my life.