I dont feel happy at all, I dont really care. I know what is going to happen, I will just suffer from my incel genetics and will hope that those 3 years will pass as fast as possible. No foid will look at a subhuman like me, I wont even try it there. I feel so drained out already just thinking about entering the building, its not fear or anxiety, its just the knowledge that nothing will happen there apart from slaving my life away for worthless exams I will need to go to a good uni.
