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...kind of.
Yesterday I took an escortcel's advice (and even normie advice as well).
I live in the most elitist lookism country on the planet, south korea. I've been here since late middle school and I dont have a single good friend. I have attempted transition into escortcel, but its not so easy with a cleft upper lip and the bottom percentage complexion of eastern european skin. So shamefully I have been rejected twice before by escorts. Once in itaewon, the foreigner area, and other in a noraebang (karaoke room with escorts). Both of those cases happened more than a year ago and i've been recovering. I guess the time had come and i was just ready.
Until last night, I had not been outside my house since spring. So the first thing I had to do was get a haircut, clip my nails and take a good shower (tried to emulate normies). I have nice looking clothes cause my father is kinda loaded, so that was not a problem either, which also solves the 150$ price for the escort.
Looking at myself in the mirror before I went out, i was a different person. Even though my ugly skin and bonestructure is still there, the frame around it was made of gold. I dont know how to describe that feeling, a combination of hope and anticipation... somehow i was feeling confident from the words i had received from the fellow escortcel.
I went out for itaewon again, since hooker hill is the only place where they expect foreigners. To my surprise, when i walked the street, a girl called me.
She. Called. Me.
To come talk to her inside. She was well over 30, but still looked good (to me she is a total eye candy) and she was impressed by my korean skills (she had no idea i have stayed here for about 10 years and my korean is terrible for that amount of time), so i lied and said i have been here only two years.
Inside the house was just one bed, curtains and stairs to next floor, it was obvious what was about to go down. I agreed on 150,000won which is close to 150$.
She tells me to sit on the bed and take of my pants. She is looking away, closing the curtains when I do, but when she looks back, her face is struck with amazement. (Apart from being well off financially, my dick size is probably my best quality)
She exclaimed "완전 커!!" Which translates to "wicked big" (because koreans dont swear around strangers, google translates it wrong btw), she takes some wet tissue and wipes my dick and balls... the first touch.
It was amazing.
She squats, puts a condom on me and starts playing with it, and i could tell she was excited about it, she makes no eye contact (on second thought maybe she just didnt like my face and my dick is lesser of evils to look at) after playing with it a little and lightly jerking me off, she climbs into the bed with me. I get on top of her and try to put it in... that was so hard, my head is 1 meter away and I cant feel properly, probably because of the condom, but she lowers her hand and puts it in for me, all i have to do is push.
Thats when i felt redeemed. This is it. I'm fucking.... heat, desire... this is everything i ever wanted
She hugged me tightly so that my head was not even looking at her, i had my face in the pillow, and i could hear her moan in my ears. My dick was only 80% inside of her when i felt a resistance.
I was about to come when she lifts her feet and wraps them around me, that was the best thing that ever happened to my life. When she did that, i instantly came with the fury of a thunderstorm. When i'm alone i usually slow down when i cum, but she pushed me on with her feet. It felt so good it hurt! I even cried a little, my entire body was shaking. This is what chads, slayers and normies live for. I can relate now.
After this. She asked me to come again, i was hesitant, but she really wanted me to come and told me next time would only be 100,000won.
I feel like she is my girlfriend.
I feel like a normie even if i know im just an escortcel.
I'm gonna meet her once a month from now on, but to do so, i must remain in my normie disguise, nice clothes and hygene. Not a bad tradeoff.... i really dont feel like i belong here as much anymore.
To any incels who havent tried escorts yet, do it.
Yesterday I took an escortcel's advice (and even normie advice as well).
I live in the most elitist lookism country on the planet, south korea. I've been here since late middle school and I dont have a single good friend. I have attempted transition into escortcel, but its not so easy with a cleft upper lip and the bottom percentage complexion of eastern european skin. So shamefully I have been rejected twice before by escorts. Once in itaewon, the foreigner area, and other in a noraebang (karaoke room with escorts). Both of those cases happened more than a year ago and i've been recovering. I guess the time had come and i was just ready.
Until last night, I had not been outside my house since spring. So the first thing I had to do was get a haircut, clip my nails and take a good shower (tried to emulate normies). I have nice looking clothes cause my father is kinda loaded, so that was not a problem either, which also solves the 150$ price for the escort.
Looking at myself in the mirror before I went out, i was a different person. Even though my ugly skin and bonestructure is still there, the frame around it was made of gold. I dont know how to describe that feeling, a combination of hope and anticipation... somehow i was feeling confident from the words i had received from the fellow escortcel.
I went out for itaewon again, since hooker hill is the only place where they expect foreigners. To my surprise, when i walked the street, a girl called me.
She. Called. Me.
To come talk to her inside. She was well over 30, but still looked good (to me she is a total eye candy) and she was impressed by my korean skills (she had no idea i have stayed here for about 10 years and my korean is terrible for that amount of time), so i lied and said i have been here only two years.
Inside the house was just one bed, curtains and stairs to next floor, it was obvious what was about to go down. I agreed on 150,000won which is close to 150$.
She tells me to sit on the bed and take of my pants. She is looking away, closing the curtains when I do, but when she looks back, her face is struck with amazement. (Apart from being well off financially, my dick size is probably my best quality)
She exclaimed "완전 커!!" Which translates to "wicked big" (because koreans dont swear around strangers, google translates it wrong btw), she takes some wet tissue and wipes my dick and balls... the first touch.
It was amazing.
She squats, puts a condom on me and starts playing with it, and i could tell she was excited about it, she makes no eye contact (on second thought maybe she just didnt like my face and my dick is lesser of evils to look at) after playing with it a little and lightly jerking me off, she climbs into the bed with me. I get on top of her and try to put it in... that was so hard, my head is 1 meter away and I cant feel properly, probably because of the condom, but she lowers her hand and puts it in for me, all i have to do is push.
Thats when i felt redeemed. This is it. I'm fucking.... heat, desire... this is everything i ever wanted
She hugged me tightly so that my head was not even looking at her, i had my face in the pillow, and i could hear her moan in my ears. My dick was only 80% inside of her when i felt a resistance.
I was about to come when she lifts her feet and wraps them around me, that was the best thing that ever happened to my life. When she did that, i instantly came with the fury of a thunderstorm. When i'm alone i usually slow down when i cum, but she pushed me on with her feet. It felt so good it hurt! I even cried a little, my entire body was shaking. This is what chads, slayers and normies live for. I can relate now.
After this. She asked me to come again, i was hesitant, but she really wanted me to come and told me next time would only be 100,000won.
I feel like she is my girlfriend.
I feel like a normie even if i know im just an escortcel.
I'm gonna meet her once a month from now on, but to do so, i must remain in my normie disguise, nice clothes and hygene. Not a bad tradeoff.... i really dont feel like i belong here as much anymore.
To any incels who havent tried escorts yet, do it.
