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I want to commit suicide with Jill Valentine
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Am still shaken from this, about an hour and a half ago I was out on a night walk at around 10:30 pm. When I got attacked by some Russian guy who was drunk or just looking to attack someone
Like I physically feel fine, am in a little bit of pain mostly my arms, face and chest because I got punched there and my neck because he was pressing down on it.
But mentally I still feel like I am under attack
I was walking on the main road, as the path was bending around a corner I could hear someone violently talking, I then see this white dude (about a few inches taller then me and like 30 pounds heavier was standing around the corner.
I don’t really remember but it looked like he was arguing with someone on the phone but within a second I realized that there was no phone in his hand, he was shirtless and holding a white T-shirt in his hand
Within like five seconds this fucking bastard walks up to me and says something incoherent but sounding very aggressive and thens shoves me and starts swinging at me. He had a Eastern European accent probably Russian.
Eventually he grabbed me by my shirt and then grabs my neck and starts pressing down with his hands. I was making all sorts of fucked up gurgling sounds when it happened and I felt pure fear
It’s so fucking weird how my brain was responding to the situation, like I was thinking “is this fucking it?” And “I am going to get beaten into a vegetative state” And at the same time i was also thinking about a bunch of useless internet slop.
I also immediately thought of this particular scene from black ops 1
View: https://m.youtube.com/shorts/enJd3-zhDGU
It’s so fucking weird how my brain was responding to the situation, like I was worried about my mom finding out that I was killed and at the same time I was thinking about this scene from a video game that I haven’t played in years.
thought about loosing my copes, thought about this fucking website, though about some random shit I saw last week and I honestly I don’t even want to mention this because of how pathetic it is but I even thought about Jill valentine
all I could feel was adrenaline and this ringing sound in my head.
I eventually started clawing at his face trying to get my fingers in his eyes and trying to throw myself backwards at the same time to break his grip, I grabbed his nose super fucking hard and twisted it while I was kicking him and shit. He eventually let one hand off my neck and tried to eye gouge me as well but I was blocking his hand with my other hand.
Keep it mind this is mostly a cleaner and simpler version, it was a lot more chaotic and fast. Plus It was only like ten seconds at most, but it felt longer.
Keep in mind everything was just raw survival instincts, I have never trained and I have only gotten into a few shoving matches while in school
I managed to break his grip when I was crushing and twisting his nose and kicking his dick.
He let go and I fell on my ass and got up instantly and I quickly fucked off into a wooden area to my left, full blown sprinting and I was hitting branches and shit. Surprised I didn’t loose my eye, but thankfully my glasses stayed on my face during the fight and I didn’t run into any tree branches anyway.
i trespassed over someone’s fence because I didn’t know if the guy was following me. Eventually I hid behind a few bushes and realized he was gone.
I found a different path and was constantly looking over my shoulder until I got home.
Here’s my neck,
I don’t want to show anymore because I am not comfortable showing my self shirtless or my entire face. But it’s almost been two hours and it’s still red.
I am not going to tell anyone because I am not comfortable talking to the cops, am staying out of the path for awhile.
Yeah fucking bullshit all around, just glad Ivan didn’t have a knife or something because I was completely unarmed.
Like I physically feel fine, am in a little bit of pain mostly my arms, face and chest because I got punched there and my neck because he was pressing down on it.
But mentally I still feel like I am under attack
I was walking on the main road, as the path was bending around a corner I could hear someone violently talking, I then see this white dude (about a few inches taller then me and like 30 pounds heavier was standing around the corner.
I don’t really remember but it looked like he was arguing with someone on the phone but within a second I realized that there was no phone in his hand, he was shirtless and holding a white T-shirt in his hand
Within like five seconds this fucking bastard walks up to me and says something incoherent but sounding very aggressive and thens shoves me and starts swinging at me. He had a Eastern European accent probably Russian.
Eventually he grabbed me by my shirt and then grabs my neck and starts pressing down with his hands. I was making all sorts of fucked up gurgling sounds when it happened and I felt pure fear
It’s so fucking weird how my brain was responding to the situation, like I was thinking “is this fucking it?” And “I am going to get beaten into a vegetative state” And at the same time i was also thinking about a bunch of useless internet slop.
I also immediately thought of this particular scene from black ops 1
View: https://m.youtube.com/shorts/enJd3-zhDGU
It’s so fucking weird how my brain was responding to the situation, like I was worried about my mom finding out that I was killed and at the same time I was thinking about this scene from a video game that I haven’t played in years.
thought about loosing my copes, thought about this fucking website, though about some random shit I saw last week and I honestly I don’t even want to mention this because of how pathetic it is but I even thought about Jill valentine
all I could feel was adrenaline and this ringing sound in my head.
I eventually started clawing at his face trying to get my fingers in his eyes and trying to throw myself backwards at the same time to break his grip, I grabbed his nose super fucking hard and twisted it while I was kicking him and shit. He eventually let one hand off my neck and tried to eye gouge me as well but I was blocking his hand with my other hand.
Keep it mind this is mostly a cleaner and simpler version, it was a lot more chaotic and fast. Plus It was only like ten seconds at most, but it felt longer.
Keep in mind everything was just raw survival instincts, I have never trained and I have only gotten into a few shoving matches while in school
I managed to break his grip when I was crushing and twisting his nose and kicking his dick.
He let go and I fell on my ass and got up instantly and I quickly fucked off into a wooden area to my left, full blown sprinting and I was hitting branches and shit. Surprised I didn’t loose my eye, but thankfully my glasses stayed on my face during the fight and I didn’t run into any tree branches anyway.
i trespassed over someone’s fence because I didn’t know if the guy was following me. Eventually I hid behind a few bushes and realized he was gone.
I found a different path and was constantly looking over my shoulder until I got home.
Here’s my neck,
I don’t want to show anymore because I am not comfortable showing my self shirtless or my entire face. But it’s almost been two hours and it’s still red.
I am not going to tell anyone because I am not comfortable talking to the cops, am staying out of the path for awhile.
Yeah fucking bullshit all around, just glad Ivan didn’t have a knife or something because I was completely unarmed.





