today I had a social function at my house . as usual; all my curry friends of my father gathered at house. unsurprisisngly I was a manlet ugly ogre with shyness and social awkward behaviour.there was a man in his fucking late Middle Ages who was like the main guy talking and stuff. he was the one who work at a food store and ordered all foods and items for party.he was also my fathers friend. he knew my father since like back in the day they both used work in gulf as automechanics. he was the early one to come to america. but whatever lets get basic to the main topic. so I just fucking hate this man to be honest.he just humiliated me infant of a=whole people ruined my fucking mode .so I was just shy and didn't talk to anyone or greet them. my fuckiung father told this guy that I haven't married, failed to get into college, does a shitty low wage job at a mechanic shop and iam also very shy.he says "oh what happened to my son , I don't know why he is so socially awkward, don't talk to anyone he is so shy" and all he doc everyday is to p-lay video games in his room shut after he is back from work".this stimulated his shithead curry friend to talk more shitty things. my father friend turned towards me and said in a very aggressive and loud voice "hey, why are you not talking and socialising ? you are an adult right ? you haven't greet any guests here. are you autistic ? is the the reason why you are shying away / the whole room everyone was silent staring at me ? I was ashamed and I can't looked at him anymore . I just lowered my head in shame. then he continued , nest time I will come here and u still act shy and awkward iam going to slap you fucking face!
if u were my son I would have bent your back and caned you with a big cane - he said
he turned towards my father you ruined him you should have beat his fucking ass so that he haven't turned out to be fuckcing insistent shy coward.
I was so embarrased infant of everyone.then he forced me to say to like say a big sentence to everyone like ' iam sorry I haven't be shy like this, i conrgsgaulate people here for coming for this social function, may god bless everyone and create success and and happiness in everyone who gathered here, I will try to do my best to improve my behaviour next time"
then he said now you can fucking go your way. I just took a Mountain Dew and went to my room all doors shut.and I was being very passive aggressive imagining slamming his balding curry head against the concert and being badass and walking away atleast in my imagaintion to cope with my inability to confront him. I just felt and intense agreed and anger towards him for talking too me like that.luckcili along with all people he just left right now and I can vent about this brutal experience to you brocels.
this is why I just hate this ficking society ,world and curries who urned me into destroyed abomination. I Balme my curry culture ,society and parent for giving me shit genetics .
if u were my son I would have bent your back and caned you with a big cane - he said
he turned towards my father you ruined him you should have beat his fucking ass so that he haven't turned out to be fuckcing insistent shy coward.
I was so embarrased infant of everyone.then he forced me to say to like say a big sentence to everyone like ' iam sorry I haven't be shy like this, i conrgsgaulate people here for coming for this social function, may god bless everyone and create success and and happiness in everyone who gathered here, I will try to do my best to improve my behaviour next time"
then he said now you can fucking go your way. I just took a Mountain Dew and went to my room all doors shut.and I was being very passive aggressive imagining slamming his balding curry head against the concert and being badass and walking away atleast in my imagaintion to cope with my inability to confront him. I just felt and intense agreed and anger towards him for talking too me like that.luckcili along with all people he just left right now and I can vent about this brutal experience to you brocels.
this is why I just hate this ficking society ,world and curries who urned me into destroyed abomination. I Balme my curry culture ,society and parent for giving me shit genetics .
