BraincelsRefugee
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So I just came back from the test centre after failing the test for the second time. I spent so much fucking time and money to take driving lessons, I really wanted to pass so I wouldn't have to ride the bus to work anymore. I failed because I hit a curb while trying to park (literally the most brainlet mistake).
Why can't I just be good at one thing? I am a grown ass man and I cannot even do what a highschooler does with ease, there was a teenage girl (couldn't have been older than 18) sitting next to me who I saw scream in joy after passing before I started my test. It just feels like I am garbage no matter how much I practice. This is not an exaggeration. Even recently at my job, I almost got canned because I made so many mistakes counting the bottles and shit. (It's a recycling depot btw).
As an added slap in the face, I had to walk back home from the testing centre. On the way back I was thinking about how I genuinely cannot function in modern society. Literally anything and everything is an uphill battle for me. I wonder what the hell is my purpose in society? Am I the guy that mothers point and tell their kids to not end up like?
Pls cheer me up guys. I don't know what to do anymore. Should I just give up trying to get a license?
Why can't I just be good at one thing? I am a grown ass man and I cannot even do what a highschooler does with ease, there was a teenage girl (couldn't have been older than 18) sitting next to me who I saw scream in joy after passing before I started my test. It just feels like I am garbage no matter how much I practice. This is not an exaggeration. Even recently at my job, I almost got canned because I made so many mistakes counting the bottles and shit. (It's a recycling depot btw).
As an added slap in the face, I had to walk back home from the testing centre. On the way back I was thinking about how I genuinely cannot function in modern society. Literally anything and everything is an uphill battle for me. I wonder what the hell is my purpose in society? Am I the guy that mothers point and tell their kids to not end up like?
Pls cheer me up guys. I don't know what to do anymore. Should I just give up trying to get a license?