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I am 24 years old which may not be much but it gets worse every year as almost everyone around me is in a relationship. My every attempt ended up with a failure. About one year and half ago, I met one girl I have fallen in love with but she doesn't share my love. She was the girl that talked to me and I have probably created a bond to her but it has been three months since she started to ignore me. I just give up.
The most funny part is that people around me call me 9/10 etc. They say I do look handsome, I am intelligent and a nice guy (which is not good as you all know) and stuff like that. Almost no one believes me that I have never even kissed a girl, held her hand...
I used to not care when I was at the secondary school but now at University I hate every day of my life. My roommate keeps telling me that it is because I don't have any experience with girls – when do you get that experience when they don't even want to spend time with you? He's had a relationship for years, he can't understand me.
The worst part is my family. I lived with my grandparents because my parents didn't want me, when they divorced. My grandparents are getting old, they say they want to see my bride before they die and stuff like that... What am I supposed to tell them? I owe them so much, yet I am one big failure... I just wish I had not been born.
Sorry for my bad English, it is not my native language
The most funny part is that people around me call me 9/10 etc. They say I do look handsome, I am intelligent and a nice guy (which is not good as you all know) and stuff like that. Almost no one believes me that I have never even kissed a girl, held her hand...
I used to not care when I was at the secondary school but now at University I hate every day of my life. My roommate keeps telling me that it is because I don't have any experience with girls – when do you get that experience when they don't even want to spend time with you? He's had a relationship for years, he can't understand me.
The worst part is my family. I lived with my grandparents because my parents didn't want me, when they divorced. My grandparents are getting old, they say they want to see my bride before they die and stuff like that... What am I supposed to tell them? I owe them so much, yet I am one big failure... I just wish I had not been born.
Sorry for my bad English, it is not my native language
