Venting I just dont feel like myself anymore, im lost mentally

[Justanotherbloke]

I wanted to vent about this for a while now... the 'old me' is gone. Nowhere to be found and I tried literally everything. From working out (Running outdoors) that I always used to do, my daily copes and whatnot... I just don't have that drive and flow anymore that I used to have.
The stress free version of myself, the younger and more energetic version of myself is unfortunately slowly slipping away from my hands.
Yea, I'm getting older (24 this year) and will be in my mid 20's soon.... Guess it's just a really fucked up time. Especially for guys like me, who's sex drive is through the roof constantly thinking about women, sex and wanting a loving loyal girlfriend.
I try to distract myself on a daily basis, but it just doesn't work.
I'm in the prime years of my life where guys my age Are meant to fuck women, procreate and I'm not getting shit.

I'm literally getting nowhere in life, there is no end in sight and for the brocels who can relate to this, you know exactly what I mean.
You work work work work work, bust your A$$ every single day just to come home to an empty apartment with a future that looks empty, cold dark and bleak.
I'm done, I need something bigger in life.
A new purpose, so I can develop a new identity, cause my identity is gone and I'm currently in an identity crisis.
I don't know who I am, what I stand for and what to do in life.
I'm literally lost

 

[Todd Thundercock]

You're at that brutal mid 20s age where there's no turning back, socializing has become 100x more difficult and you're still horny as ever while seeing decades of wageslavery ahead of you.

I wish I could tell you it gets better.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

been there, done that. I've accepted that this is it and there's nothing grand for me. I just stick to my copes, all the while, expecting absolutely nothing.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

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I wish I could tell you it gets better.

I'm a social outcast, introverted, socially isolated and don't interact with anyone outside of my work. I always knew that I'd be that fucking loser, that virgin who will most likely go through life single and die as a virgin.
I always knew it, in the back of my mind as early as 18 Years old.... People graduated and here I was... in the open and wild world trying to find my way.
Unfortunately, I haven't found 'my way' yet, and think that will never be the case.

I want a girlfriend, or wife so bad man.
The mental pain is unbearable that it switches sometimes into physical pain. I can feel a heavy feeling on my chest, with my throat tightening up.
I want a woman with the same values,

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

I'm a social outcast, introverted, socially isolated and don't interact with anyone outside of my work. I always knew that I'd be that fucking loser, that virgin who will most likely go through life single and die as a virgin.
I always knew it, in the back of my mind as early as 18 Years old.... People graduated and here I was... in the open and wild world trying to find my way.
Unfortunately, I haven't found 'my way' yet, and think that will never be the case.

I want a girlfriend, or wife so bad man.
The mental pain is unbearable that it switches sometimes into physical pain. I can feel a heavy feeling on my chest, with my throat tightening up.
I want a woman with the same values,

ok

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

ok

XD

 

[Justanotherbloke]

been there, done that. I've accepted that this is it and there's nothing grand for me. I just stick to my copes, all the while, expecting absolutely nothing.

It's beyond me that some people here are able to cope so easily. I want that too

 

[ReconElement]

You're at that brutal mid 20s age where there's no turning back, socializing has become 100x more difficult and you're still horny as ever while seeing decades of wageslavery ahead of you.

I wish I could tell you it gets better.

Fr man, mid twenties is the most annoying phase for an incel, and the it also happens to be the most fun phase for normies, chads and whores

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Fr man, mid twenties is the most annoying phase for an incel, and the it also happens to be the most fun phase for normies, chads and whores

It's really the worst, and the age when I think fully accepting blackpill is beneficial. Still having any foolish hopes then is just pain.

 

[Light Yagami]

I wish I could tell you that things get better but they don't. Life is simply a repetition of previous events for the most part. Very rarely do things just drastically take a magical turn. The best thing we can do in this life is enjoy our copes.

 

[NiggerAnnihilator]

I wish I can tell you that things get better but they don't. Life is simply a repetition of previous events for the most part. Very rarely do things just drastically take a magical turn. The best we can do in this life is enjoy our copes.

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I can kinda relate, but actually I feel like I never developed such thing as a Identity. I always did what my parents told me and later I tried to do what school/society told me to do. But there never came smth out of it. You cant succeed when you follow the rules- thats what I learned by now. This life is unsatisfying and I dont see any reason to keep going on, the only reason to stay is that there is no reason to go rn.
But for me working to just dont die isnt enough.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I wanted to vent about this for a while now... the 'old me' is gone. Nowhere to be found and I tried literally everything. From working out (Running outdoors) that I always used to do, my daily copes and whatnot... I just don't have that drive and flow anymore that I used to have.
The stress free version of myself, the younger and more energetic version of myself is unfortunately slowly slipping away from my hands.
Yea, I'm getting older (24 this year) and will be in my mid 20's soon.... Guess it's just a really fucked up time. Especially for guys like me, who's sex drive is through the roof constantly thinking about women, sex and wanting a loving loyal girlfriend.
I try to distract myself on a daily basis, but it just doesn't work.
I'm in the prime years of my life where guys my age Are meant to fuck women, procreate and I'm not getting shit.

Me too. I used to be able to run but I just can't do it anymore. I'll take 3 steps then get bored, and play shitty video games.

There's just no point in living. If we can't procreate, then there's basically no reason for us to exist.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I can kinda relate, but actually I feel like I never developed such thing as a Identity. I always did what my parents told me and later I tried to do what school/society told me to do. But there never came smth out of it. You cant succeed when you follow the rules- thats what I learned by now. This life is unsatisfying and I dont see any reason to keep going on, the only reason to stay is that there is no reason to go rn.
But for me working to just dont die isnt enough.

I just want to feel like my old self again,, wake up and not giving a fuck about what other normies think of me, how they perceive me and most importantly: not think of women as much as I do now..
I think of them daily, from as soon as I wake up to when I fall asleep. Guess that's just my body and mind telling me to seek a mate and procreate cause I'm at that age, where such things become very important, but I can't get shit and that's mental torture.

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I were always worried about what everyone thaught of me, I were always afraid of people seein me as what Iam for real, a looser. So I cant say I want my old self back, as far as I remember this is what I always were.

Well Im actually not suffering that much from constantly thinkin about women, except when Im horny or scrolled threw Social Media- gladly and still Im waisting to much time thinkin about them.

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

I lost my sanity long time ago

 

[copiummax]

I lost my sanity long time ago