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I don't know what your opinion on the guy is... honestly I don't what mine is either. He certainly is a hypocrite and when I watched him he often got very riled up about people saying anythin non-PC.
I was the standard guy a typical incel, but feeling better about myself by not calling myself that. I'd watch videos and cringe compilations and I would laugh at them. It made me feel supperior as if I was seperate from all this. I guess a lot of people feel like that before the Blackpill properly hits.
Sooo... essentially I was banned from the Cuestar Discord after becomming the "designated villain" and a target of "bullying". You see I joined that discord the day it started it was the goddamn wild west. On the main channel some gou and a thot were doing like 5hours per day nose-fetish role plays while on the voicechat I was basically exchanging racist and sexist jokes with a few people for 3 hours.
On the second day the first changes began. While having a debate about rape and incels a moderator showed up and shut everyone up. She claimed to be a "rape survivor". The "good side" forced everyone else to shut up by sheming them into it. From that day on I knew I was gonna get banned.
Over the days I noticed that ALL moderators and admins of the serves became SJW-women. I think there was one trans-something-something too.
I was sadly dragged into some drama when a pentagender-super-snowflake came along and started sladering me for making a joke... for which I apologised. We had fight... and once everyone on the served turned against me for not apologising more times and not giving in to weird demands I was deamed the villain. I fell into tthe typical trap I often do when joining any hobbyist-forum. Once he/she/it knew that he had everyone on his side begging him to stay inspite of my awful abuse... it "apologised" for stiring up drama and tried to make up... I declined.
The moderators contacted me that day in private messages. Threatening a ban. Now the important part.
I told them to ban me because it's a good time to do so. I was ready for it and said goodbye to the few goddamn decent people on the server. (one guy actually)
Aaaand I was not banned. Why? Because it was made public that I would get banned...
You see the moderators both wanted and safespace and a place where people have a fake sense of freedom.
As such I was banned 4 days later without warning, on a reason not actually stated in the rules... and it was done in secret...
Some of you should visit and look at that Discord it is crazy. If YOU as an Incel list your problem you'll be met with nothing, but kindness and condescenssion. People will belittle your problems while trying to foce you to improve and as long as you agree with them they'll be the sweetest shit ever. Even letting you get away with a mean joke from time to time! But godforbit disagree on ANYTHING. The best example of this was the "Selfie-Channel" people with average... or bellowaverage looks would post their pictures there and nothing but praise and how great they look would appear.
The server works in a pretty simple manner. If you are compliant you are essentially love-bombed while if you do something wrong you are hate-bombed. It's very simmilar to cultlike behaviour. So much so that it made me scarred, the only reason I didn't leave on my own was the few decent people (all, but one turned on me though) and the weird sense that I didn't want to give up.
It felt pathetic to leave because I was getting bullied. But you know how it is... it was like school. People harass you, but you can't fight back because the teacher/moderator comes and claims you're the instegator because they like the other person more.
True compassion or a right to rant on the server are only permitted to "rape victims" and LGBTQ's.
Not only does that give you true compassion, but also let's you shut down every converssation down which you don't like.
I think I was banned like a month ago I'm honestly affraid to even imagine what that Discord developped into. But simply the amount of hatred, vitriol and bullying I experienced there pushed me over the line. The 'best' of the normies designated me as a villain and threw me out. There is only one opinion there and that opinion is that all people are beutiful, rape victims and SJW's are the only ones with real problems and that all incells are mentalcells whose mental problems can be super easily fixed.
Those are their sick axioms, and they will punish everyone opposing them like an Inquisition.
Anyway I came here because I hit the low. No comming back from the Balckpill anymore.
Here I obviously tl;dr'd the stuff the incident made me a mental wreck for the first few weeks afterwards.
I was the standard guy a typical incel, but feeling better about myself by not calling myself that. I'd watch videos and cringe compilations and I would laugh at them. It made me feel supperior as if I was seperate from all this. I guess a lot of people feel like that before the Blackpill properly hits.
Sooo... essentially I was banned from the Cuestar Discord after becomming the "designated villain" and a target of "bullying". You see I joined that discord the day it started it was the goddamn wild west. On the main channel some gou and a thot were doing like 5hours per day nose-fetish role plays while on the voicechat I was basically exchanging racist and sexist jokes with a few people for 3 hours.
On the second day the first changes began. While having a debate about rape and incels a moderator showed up and shut everyone up. She claimed to be a "rape survivor". The "good side" forced everyone else to shut up by sheming them into it. From that day on I knew I was gonna get banned.
Over the days I noticed that ALL moderators and admins of the serves became SJW-women. I think there was one trans-something-something too.
I was sadly dragged into some drama when a pentagender-super-snowflake came along and started sladering me for making a joke... for which I apologised. We had fight... and once everyone on the served turned against me for not apologising more times and not giving in to weird demands I was deamed the villain. I fell into tthe typical trap I often do when joining any hobbyist-forum. Once he/she/it knew that he had everyone on his side begging him to stay inspite of my awful abuse... it "apologised" for stiring up drama and tried to make up... I declined.
The moderators contacted me that day in private messages. Threatening a ban. Now the important part.
I told them to ban me because it's a good time to do so. I was ready for it and said goodbye to the few goddamn decent people on the server. (one guy actually)
Aaaand I was not banned. Why? Because it was made public that I would get banned...
You see the moderators both wanted and safespace and a place where people have a fake sense of freedom.
As such I was banned 4 days later without warning, on a reason not actually stated in the rules... and it was done in secret...
Some of you should visit and look at that Discord it is crazy. If YOU as an Incel list your problem you'll be met with nothing, but kindness and condescenssion. People will belittle your problems while trying to foce you to improve and as long as you agree with them they'll be the sweetest shit ever. Even letting you get away with a mean joke from time to time! But godforbit disagree on ANYTHING. The best example of this was the "Selfie-Channel" people with average... or bellowaverage looks would post their pictures there and nothing but praise and how great they look would appear.
The server works in a pretty simple manner. If you are compliant you are essentially love-bombed while if you do something wrong you are hate-bombed. It's very simmilar to cultlike behaviour. So much so that it made me scarred, the only reason I didn't leave on my own was the few decent people (all, but one turned on me though) and the weird sense that I didn't want to give up.
It felt pathetic to leave because I was getting bullied. But you know how it is... it was like school. People harass you, but you can't fight back because the teacher/moderator comes and claims you're the instegator because they like the other person more.
True compassion or a right to rant on the server are only permitted to "rape victims" and LGBTQ's.
Not only does that give you true compassion, but also let's you shut down every converssation down which you don't like.
I think I was banned like a month ago I'm honestly affraid to even imagine what that Discord developped into. But simply the amount of hatred, vitriol and bullying I experienced there pushed me over the line. The 'best' of the normies designated me as a villain and threw me out. There is only one opinion there and that opinion is that all people are beutiful, rape victims and SJW's are the only ones with real problems and that all incells are mentalcells whose mental problems can be super easily fixed.
Those are their sick axioms, and they will punish everyone opposing them like an Inquisition.
Anyway I came here because I hit the low. No comming back from the Balckpill anymore.
Here I obviously tl;dr'd the stuff the incident made me a mental wreck for the first few weeks afterwards.
