
macncheeseaustralia
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I had just woken up and heard my dad coughing At 5 in the morning. it felt like he was dying or something seriou.
i felt sad and it added to my already existing depression.
then I checked my phone to find the porn I used to fap and numb my brain the previous night. at first glances, I was disgusted by it.
then I asked myself - what’s the point in not fapping when everything is going to shit. Why deny myself few minutes of pleasure?
so I fapped
for about 3 hours i had edged to a manlet fuckin different stacie. the European whores really don’t mind doing the dirty with a 5ft6 negro man with a 10 inch bbc
then my brain started to act weird and I got a headache
so I took a shower and now I’m in the library for the day
trying to maybe watch some lectures on front end stuff
jfl it’s so over but I’d rather not stay home and keep feeling more depressed
where I’m sitting there’s a lot of oldcels and a curry couple with their kid
idk I might just watch some stellar thoughts or grave mind to cope
i felt sad and it added to my already existing depression.
then I checked my phone to find the porn I used to fap and numb my brain the previous night. at first glances, I was disgusted by it.
then I asked myself - what’s the point in not fapping when everything is going to shit. Why deny myself few minutes of pleasure?
so I fapped
for about 3 hours i had edged to a manlet fuckin different stacie. the European whores really don’t mind doing the dirty with a 5ft6 negro man with a 10 inch bbc
then my brain started to act weird and I got a headache
so I took a shower and now I’m in the library for the day
trying to maybe watch some lectures on front end stuff
jfl it’s so over but I’d rather not stay home and keep feeling more depressed
where I’m sitting there’s a lot of oldcels and a curry couple with their kid
idk I might just watch some stellar thoughts or grave mind to cope