So i am a teenager and look pretty good and everyone says that even without me mentioning it and i get attention from women but thats not the problem the problem is how i feel.
I didn't like a single woman since 2023 like i think oh yea she is attractive and good looking but my brain either shoots my eyes with the hypergamy chart or i js notice a flaw or think she is a wh*re i think this all started back in 2025 when i dated this horrible woman who treated me like shit and called me desperate even tho all i did was love her
Ever since then i can't see girls as actually nice kind loyal creatures they are just freaks to me and my mom asks me if i have a gf and why does a "handsome" guy like me not have a girlfriend and tries to introduce me to girls who actually seem interested in me but my brain shoots with what happened before and i change my mind the bad thing is that i am hurting alot of women like instead of saying no have a good day i just manipulate them unwillingly and hurt them in the end i honestly hate this and i cant heal from the past experience i need help.
I didn't like a single woman since 2023 like i think oh yea she is attractive and good looking but my brain either shoots my eyes with the hypergamy chart or i js notice a flaw or think she is a wh*re i think this all started back in 2025 when i dated this horrible woman who treated me like shit and called me desperate even tho all i did was love her
Ever since then i can't see girls as actually nice kind loyal creatures they are just freaks to me and my mom asks me if i have a gf and why does a "handsome" guy like me not have a girlfriend and tries to introduce me to girls who actually seem interested in me but my brain shoots with what happened before and i change my mind the bad thing is that i am hurting alot of women like instead of saying no have a good day i just manipulate them unwillingly and hurt them in the end i honestly hate this and i cant heal from the past experience i need help.
