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Serious I have to kill myself.

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Deleted member 101

I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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There’s no other option. There is no escape. No one will want to be friends with me. Girls will never want to love me. I’m not Chad, and I never will be. I will always be alone. I am too friendly. I can’t do it. There is no other way to escape the pain.
I have to commit suicide at some point if I want to avoid living an entire life of pain. There will not be a solution in my lifetime. Sexbots or AI that can fulfill your sexual and social needs won’t be happening. Genetic engineering to turn ugly men into Chads won’t happen. It’ll never get better. I have to die. No amount of lifting, video games, drugs, alcohol, hobbies, whatever will make it better. I have to kill myself. It’s the only way. No one will save me. There’s no manic pixie dream girl who’ll see past my issues, my looks, and will save me via her love. There’s no dudes out there who will wanna hang with me. There’s no one to turn to for emotional support.
I have to die. There’s no other option.
I don’t know when. But I have no choice. I don’t know how much more I can take.
The damage is done. The trauma, the emotional scars, irreversible.
More than likely there is no Heaven. There is no reincarnating into someone worthy of love. There is simply non-existence. But it is probably better than living a life of pain.
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.
 
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Have you tried whoremaxxing at least ?
 
Killing yourself for a hole is cucked.
 
Have you tried whoremaxxing at least ?
Sex alone won’t make me happy
That’s the problem
I’m still fucking miserable about being unworthy of love that I don’t think paying a woman to fuck me and not throw up would cure me.
 
Sex alone won’t make me happy
Sex with hookers don't make me happy, but it does prevent me from roping.

I mean for goodness sake there is a margin between not being happy and being suicidal.
 
Sex with hookers don't make me happy, but it does prevent me from roping.
Jacking off and nutting makes me feel like shit because it reminds me that I am alone with no connection and unless a hooker at the very least genuinely likes me as a person then fucking a whore is not much better than masturbation
You're the CHOsen one
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DESTROY THE CUCKS, NOT JOIN THEM
 
Jacking off and nutting makes me feel like shit because it reminds me that I am alone with no connection and unless a hooker at the very least genuinely likes me as a person then fucking a whore is not much better than masturbation
You don't know what you're talking about. I don't mean that to insult you, I mean it literally. Sex is not like masturbation, at least usually not.
Just see a hooker and get a handjob, you'll see how vastly different it is from nutting on your own.
 
You don't know what you're talking about. I don't mean that to insult you, I mean it literally. Sex is not like masturbation, at least usually not.
Just see a hooker and get a handjob, you'll see how vastly different it is from nutting on your own.
EXCEPT I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL WHO LIKES ME, NOT PAY SOME CHICK WHO WOULD NEVER DATE ME IN A MILLION YEARS TO PRETEND TO WANT ME.
THERE IS NO VALIDATION IN SEEING WHORES
IF ALL I WANTED WAS SEX I WOULDN’T BE HERE
Wanting a girl is not cucked but killing yourself for not getting girl is cucked.


Yeah, just inflate holes' value by showing they are more valuable than life.
lol inflate their values m8 they don’t give a fuck whether I live or die Incels dying doesn’t mean shit to women
 
There’s no other option. There is no escape. No one will want to be friends with me. Girls will never want to love me. I’m not Chad, and I never will be. I will always be alone. I am too friendly. I can’t do it. There is no other way to escape the pain.
I have to commit suicide at some point if I want to avoid living an entire life of pain. There will not be a solution in my lifetime. Sexbots or AI that can fulfill your sexual and social needs won’t be happening. Genetic engineering to turn ugly men into Chads won’t happen. It’ll never get better. I have to die. No amount of lifting, video games, drugs, alcohol, hobbies, whatever will make it better. I have to kill myself. It’s the only way. No one will save me. There’s no manic pixie dream girl who’ll see past my issues and will save me via her love. There’s no dudes out there who will wanna hang with me. There’s no one to turn to for emotional support.
I have to die. There’s no other option.
I don’t know when. But I have no choice. I don’t know how much more I can take.
The damage is done. The trauma, the emotional scars, irreversible.
More than likely there is no Heaven. There is no reincarnating into someone worthy of love. There is simply non-existence. But it is probably better than living a life of pain.
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.

High IQ. Only reason most people here haven't yet is because of being too high inhib to do it, it takes a lot of guts to kill yourself. NGL prob too pussy/high inhib to ever do it.
 
EXCEPT I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH A GIRL WHO LIKES ME,
You're an idiot. Why would you care about what she feels as long as she lets you do what you want to do with her ? I just don't get this mindset.

If you want to be loved, talk to your mum.

Otherwise, grow the fuck up.

If you can't understand that, I guess you should just kill yourself indeed.
 
You're an idiot. Why would you care about what she feels as long as she lets you do what you want to do with her ? I just don't get this mindset.

If you want to be loved, talk to your mum.

Otherwise, grow the fuck up.

If you can't understand that, I guess you should just kill yourself indeed.
Lol parental love is not the same as romantic love or love from peers. Your mom is SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOU. If she doesn’t, SHE IS A TERRIBLE MOM.
Lol @ telling ME to grow the fuck up. So every incel who is sad about being lonely is a fucking loser to you? Sorry I don’t only care about getting my dick wet. Fuck me, bruh. Plus I can’t afford escorts. I am broke as shit. Why is it so bad I want to have sex in a relationship.
Besides my mom is gonna die some day. What then?
Escorts will not cure my loneliness. Maybe I should pay some dudes to pretend to be my friend, right? Can do what ever I want with em, right?
I’ll see an escort the day before I rope.
 
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maybe he is a zoomercel that need love. idc. about love/validation, the only reason i'd need a foid is to fuck her on a daily basis that's all, fuck their "affection" xd only chad gets real love from foids so you're not alone
 
maybe he is a zoomercel that need love. idc. about love/validation, the only reason i'd need a foid is to fuck her on a daily basis that's all, fuck their "affection" xd only chad gets real love from foids so you're not alone
Then go see a fucking whore and quit bitching
 
Escorts will not cure my loneliness. Maybe I should pay some dudes to pretend to be my friend, right? Can do what ever I want with em, right?
We're here to talk if that's really what you want, but I don't think that's really what you want, deep down.

Hookers are not just about "getting your dick wet", it's about being with a beautiful woman (never pick a whore you don't find attractive), caressing her body, holding her, doing lewd shit with her and so on. It's not making love, but it's close enough to fool your body and mind.
 
the only one bitching here is you zoomercel
 
We're here to talk if that's really what you want, but I don't think that's really what you want, deep down.

Hookers are not just about "getting your dick wet", it's about being with a beautiful woman (never pick a whore you don't find attractive), caressing her body, holding her, doing lewd shit with her and so on. It's not making love, but it's close enough to fool your body and mind.
Yeah. PAYING THEM. Not having any sort of connection with. Plus plenty of whores are shit I’ve seen horror stories of men getting rejected by whores for being ugly or being virgins. Or having terrible experiences where the lady is mean or doesn’t even bother to pretend being interested
Besides, I don’t want fake shit. Imagine paying people to be your friend. Wouldn’t you rather have people genuinely want to be your friend? Enjoy being with you?
 
See you tomorrow.
 
maybe he is a zoomercel that need love.
Nobody "needs love", I don't believe this BS. We're tuned for specific stimuli and an expression like "I need love" is IMHO nothing but a poor expression of what is really wanted. It's poorly expressed because they have never truly experienced the stimuli they really want.

I mean, I had that mindset too, and I lost it after enough whoremaxxing.
 
We don't have Thanksgiving here.

Eceryone on this forum have to kill themselves. BUT they will win this way. Do you want that?
 
i am not happy, neither am i bitching though because there's no reason to if you accept your fate. bitching won't change my genetics
 
Nobody "needs love", I don't believe this BS. We're tuned for specific stimuli and an expression like "I need love" is IMHO nothing but a poor expression of what is really wanted. It's poorly expressed because they have never truly experienced the stimuli they really want.

I mean, I had that mindset too, and I lost it after enough whoremaxxing.
Not everyone who fucks escorts suddenly stops giving a shit. Shit I’ve read countless stories of incels and such not feeling much better despite fucking whores.
I actually want to do more than just sex. Is that so wrong? I want to hang out with a girl? Go places with her. Laugh with her. Cuddle with her. I mean I wanna fuck her, too.
I mean if seeing whores is the solution, then why are we here? Clearly none of us should feel lonely since escorts exist.
i am not happy, neither am i bitching though because there's no reason to if you accept your fate. bitching won't change my genetics
Suicide will end your miserable life
We don't have Thanksgiving here.

Eceryone on this forum have to kill themselves. BUT they will win this way. Do you want that?
lol no one gives a fuck, I’ll just be a part of a statistic and I’ll be dead anyway
 
tfw even your fellow incels think you’re a cuck for being lonely and wanting to be loved :sad:
 
Besides, I don’t want fake shit.

If you think women only have sex with men they love, you're bluepilled AF. Paying for sex is not that much fake because women have always used their sexuality to extract resources. Prostitution is just the most extreme firm of transactional sex.

As for the "horror stories", well yeah it doesn't always go well, but if that's the only reason you dismiss the option, you're a coward. You'd rather rope, really ? JFL.
 
There’s no manic pixie dream girl who’ll see past my issues and will save me via her love.
aka there is no Misaki that will come rescue us from our NEEThood/isolation :feelsrope::cryfeels:
 
If you think women only have sex with men they love, you're bluepilled AF. Paying for sex is not that much fake because women have always used their sexuality to extract resources. Prostitution is just the most extreme firm of transactional sex.

As for the "horror stories", well yeah it doesn't always go well, but if that's the only reason you dismiss the option, you're a coward. You'd rather rope, really ? JFL.
I don’t actually think that? Doesn’t mean I simply stop wanting it. Hell I am afraid of commitment because I fear all women will cheat. It doesn’t make the pain go away.
 
I mean if seeing whores is the solution, then why are we here? Clearly none of us should feel lonely since escorts exist.
Because in many countries whoremaxxing is almost impossible.
 
tfw even your fellow incels think you’re a cuck for being lonely and wanting to be loved :sad:
there's nothing wrong with that at all.
it's just the idea of love that you have is a lie that the media shoves down our throats to keep us pacified.
After all these years, I truly dont think 'love' in the traditional sense is even real.
It's all just about looks and height and mogging and lust and sex. :feelscry:
 
aka there is no Misaki that will come rescue us from our NEEThood/isolation :feelsrope::cryfeels:
lol Misaki is a bitch if you read the manga, only reason she was involved with Satou was so she could feel better about herself by comparison by hanging out with an even bigger loser than she was. The anime version was a legit sweetie. The manga version was a manipulative cunt.
Even then I hate how Welcome to the NHK is recommended for incels. Satou was a fucking Chad who fucked his club leader Stacy friend the day before they graduated
there's nothing wrong with that at all.
it's just the idea of love that you have is a lie that the media shoves down our throats to keep us pacified.
After all these years, I truly dont think 'love' in the traditional sense is even real.
It's all just about looks and height and mogging and lust and sex. :feelscry:
I don’t either but that is why I am so sad because it isn’t there
Because in many countries whoremaxxing is almost impossible.
And there are incels who live in countries where prostitution is legal and they’re still miserable as fuck
 
lol Misaki is a bitch if you read the manga, only reason she was involved with Satou was so she could feel better about herself by comparison by hanging out with an even bigger loser than she was
Even then I hate how Welcome to the NHK is recommended for incels. Satou was a fucking Chad who fucked his club leader Stacy friend the day before they graduated
yeah NHK is a shit representation of incels or losers, I don't like it being recommended so much.
but i couldn't resist making that comment.
 
Doesn’t mean I simply stop wanting it.

It's not going to happen if you're not sexually attractive. Swallow your black pill.

Throughout history unattractive men have always dealt fine with not being loved. They had arranged marriages with a woman who would rather had fucked Chad, or they could rape, or they could fuck whores. And they were doing ok.
And there are incels who live in countries where prostitution is legal and they’re still miserable as fuck

Maybe that's because they are as dumb as you are.
 
It's not going to happen if you're not sexually attractive. Swallow your black pill.

Throughout history unattractive men have always dealt fine with not being loved. They had arranged marriages with a woman who would rather had fucked Chad, or they could rape, or they could fuck whores. And they were doing ok.
You don’t know if they were “ok”, they could have been miserable inside
Being in an arranged marriage with a girl who doesn’t like you sounds awful
I don’t want to rape women because I think rape is a horrible thing and again, she doesn’t like you
Men see whores to cope with not being loved, whether it be because of a bad marriage or being a struggling, inexperienced virgin
Again it’s just not entirely about sex with me
Yes I get horny but my pain is about how I feel isolated and unwanted
You and I are different people
Maybe “love” doesn’t matter to you and that’s just you
But it matters to me a lot
I daydream about having a love in my life
About cuddling and dates and wholesome garbage
The sex I fantasize about is passionate with someone I love, with us both enjoying it
I don’t daydream about pumping and dumping tons of women
I just want a hug man
I want to lay my head in a girl’s lap, with her stroking my hair with her hand and telling me it’ll be alright, and that she loves me
 
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You don’t know if they were “ok”, they could have been miserable inside
At least they weren't killing themselves. I mean suicide because of virginity or loneliness certainly existed, but examples of men being barbaric savages who only raped, fucked whores or married several women without their consents are legion.
Women used to not get a say on who they would fuck, so necessarily during those times men were NOT loved. And they were doing fine nevertheless because well mass suicides of a majority of loveless men is unheard of.
Being in an arranged marriage with a girl who doesn’t like you sounds awful
It still has been an anthropological norm for millennias.
 
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At least they weren't killing themselves. I mean suicide because of virginity or loneliness certainly existed, but examples of men being barbaric savages who only raped, fucked whores or married several women with their consents are legion.
Women used to not get a say on who they would fuck, so necessarily during those times men were NOT loved. And they were doing fine nevertheless because well mass suicides of a majority of loveless men is unheard of.

It still has been an anthropological norm for millennias.
Yeah, and it sounds fucking terrible if the woman don’t like you

and suicide wasn’t all that well recorded back then
We have no way of knowing if these men were happy or not, and different men are different. Some guys only care about pussy. I care about more than pussy alone.
 
But it matters to me a lot
I daydream about having a love in my life
About cuddling

The fact that you mentioned cuddling several times to me confirms that what you really crave is carnal contact, which to me is sex, because sex is not just about penetration, it's about physical, sensual contact.
 
Don't kill yourself bro. Just keep coping and hold it off
 
Just ldar and watch the whole world going crazy buddy boyo, if you rope cucks win.
 
The fact that you mentioned cuddling several times to confirms to me that what you really crave is carnal contact, which to me is sex, because sex is not just about penetration, it's about physical, sensual contact.
lol in what fucking world is cuddling sex, yes I’d like to cuddle with a girl but cuddling is very intimate. And lack of cuddling makes you feel lonely. Cuddling makes people feel secure. Even if cuddling is sex it again doesn’t mean that all I care about is sex. Cuddling feels good and shows that you like that person. Cuddling allows you to get closer to that person. Pillow talk sounds really nice. Being starved of touch is very unhealthy. But there’s a reason why many of us don’t just pay a woman to cuddle with us.
I mean shit I have explained that I want to do a bunch of stuff with a girl other than sex. Just having someone to talk to about, idk, shit, would be nice. Going places, sharing experiences. I’d love to take a girl to the zoo, or the movies, or on vacation. I’d love to bond with her, laugh and enjoy each other’s company. Or simple shit like cuddle up and watch some shitty movie and laugh at it when it’s below zero degrees outside and snowing hard.
 
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I just want a hug man
I want to lay my head in a girl’s lap, with her stroking my hair with her hand and telling me it’ll be alright, and that she loves me

I want this too :feelsrope:
Lately I've been more depressed and nervous than ever, the lack of contact and affection makes me feel sick, vydya aren't enough to distract me.
 
Being starved of touch is very unhealthy. But there’s a reason why many of us don’t just pay a woman to cuddle with us.

Yeah, that reason is that they're stupid.

Humans crave touch, I can agree with that. See ? We're making progress. What you crave is touch, not love. My point is that you can get it with whores.
 
Yeah, that reason is that they're stupid.

Humans crave touch, I can agree with that. See ? We're making progress. What you crave is touch, not love. My point is that you can get it with whores.
I have literally explained that I want more than just touch.
also imagine paying a woman to touch. God I wouldn’t feel good about that.
I love how you just tell me how what I want is wrong. About how what pains me isn’t right. But apparently I’m a cuck for actually wanting a relationship. Or at least what’s nice about a relationship on paper.
 
I have literally explained that I want more than just touch.

You literally wrote :

I just want a hug man
I want to lay my head in a girl’s lap, with her stroking my hair with her hand and telling me it’ll be alright, and that she loves me

And I assure you you can have all this with whores, except maybe the "I love you" part, if you spend enough time with them.

Also do you realize how childish you sound like ? Like you're a baby who wants the affection of mamma. That's what I meant by "grow the fuck up".
 

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