Cope I have the wish to ascend. But at the same time...

[fentacel]

Some of you might remember the thread I made about my fakecel friend ascenting. If you didn't see it, my only friend I've known for pretty long has abandoned me for a girl he's known for a short time, and has since then devoted his entire life around her.
I've mostly gotten over it I'd say but I still can't help to think about it sometimes.
I really wish I had a girlfriend, but at the same time I don't want to leave my brocels behind, especially knowing how shitty that can feel. I enjoy it here, but having a girlfriend wouldn't really make me a valid member of this site anymore. I don't have real friends, so this site is basically the only social interaction I get with people I can relate to in a few aspects.
But I feel like I shouldn't worry about it. I won't be getting a girl any time soon, or ever for that matter
(I didn't know what catergory to put this in, I'll change it if needed)

 

[PersonaPimp]

In life you need to take care of yourself first and foremost, otherwise how can you care about someone else if your own mental health is deteriorating fast?

 

[fentacel]

In life you need to take care of yourself first and foremost, otherwise how can you care about someone else if your own mental health is deteriorating fast?

 

[Allah (Real)]

if you do just don't tell anyone lol, then you're free to be on this site for however long you like

but tbf there's probably other forums you can go to if you just want to talk to people