I have always been painfully aware of looks, long before I was blackpilled. I've come to realise that the extreme social anxiety I have is extremely dependent on the looks of the people I'm speaking with. Foids are a different category and I obviously don't talk to them, but someone being even slightly better looking than me or mogging me in any capacity makes me completely unable to function. Obviously, most people are better looking than me, but even an LTN with better features than me has me tongue tied.
I've been a bind because I've been too socially anxious to buy groceries. This is Norway so all the big chains have blonde stacylites working so I can't go there. Instead I've opted to walk a bit further to a convenience store that is funnily enough run by a 5'2 balding indian.
I realised today that I've gone shopping at this guys place for two months and we've had friendly conversations and even inside jokes.
I've realised that I might not have social anxiety at all in the true sense of having fear of making a fool of myself or seeming weird. Maybe, I'm just so intimidated by people with faces I deem better than mine that I malfunction.
I have no issue shooting the shit with the indian guy, no anxiety at all, because I see him as inferior to me.
Normies, who aren't so accutely attuned to looks (everyone is beautiful) might have an advantage here in that they don't feel threatened by better faces and get anxious from it.
Anyone else's social anxiety influenced by the looks of the people around you?
I've been a bind because I've been too socially anxious to buy groceries. This is Norway so all the big chains have blonde stacylites working so I can't go there. Instead I've opted to walk a bit further to a convenience store that is funnily enough run by a 5'2 balding indian.
I realised today that I've gone shopping at this guys place for two months and we've had friendly conversations and even inside jokes.
I've realised that I might not have social anxiety at all in the true sense of having fear of making a fool of myself or seeming weird. Maybe, I'm just so intimidated by people with faces I deem better than mine that I malfunction.
I have no issue shooting the shit with the indian guy, no anxiety at all, because I see him as inferior to me.
Normies, who aren't so accutely attuned to looks (everyone is beautiful) might have an advantage here in that they don't feel threatened by better faces and get anxious from it.
Anyone else's social anxiety influenced by the looks of the people around you?
