As the title states, I have reached full enlightenment through my acceptance of Volcel status. Its been hard lately, I've continued to watch video on video about incel and black pill discussion while also digging through the post of this forum (aswell as my own) to understand why I'm so unlucky with women and why through no fault of my own, no matter what I achieve, my 5'6 height while being a nigger will forever stop me from achieving what ive always dreamt about, which is love. One day, however, it clicked. Through my recent desire to stop masturbating and learning more about myself, I realize that I just don't care anymore. I don't care about Love or others loving me. I don't care about finally achieving my dream of having someone near me to talk to and to pour my love into. All of that is just me wanting to fuck masqueraded as actual intent for romance. While I still may be an incel by definition, I think purposefully choosing to be Volcel recently has helped me a lot. Its like everything I wanted is gone and a weight is off my shoulders. If anyone is on the path of roping or ER, Take the Volcel step.
