I don't consider myself as a "good person" tbh or even a moral one.
Irl, i'm very hateful, rude and bigoted, and I occasionally steal food and drinks from shops when I'm low on cash.
I've also never had a job, don't want one and can't get one, and I've been on benefits for years, and still am.
And really now, I don't care about not being good and moral because there's absolutely no point.
Seriously, when your a kid, your parents and teachers tell you that being a good and moral person is it own reward and you'll be rewarded with friends and girlfriends, which is total bullshit.
A pretty big blackpill for me was during my early teenage years when I was in school and when I was attending college at 18.
I noticed that all the bad kids, the same ones who were rude, sweary, disrupted lessons, argued with teachers, bullied pupils and bunked off classes so they can smoke in the car park, they had friends, sometimes even girlfriends!
Same with college too, these guys were nearing 20, but they were acting like fucking nigger wannabe kids, but they still got foids.
I did pretty ok when I was in school and college, I made 2 friends at college, but we lost touch over the years.
They both probably live way better lives than me tbh.
And of course, when I looked up my bad boy, thugmaxxing, wannabe Nigger classmates of Facebook a few years ago, they had wives and some even had children.
I may not be a good person today, but time was I wanted to be.
In the past, I was nice, polite, friendly and non judgemental to people, I wanted to get along with people, even foids.
But despite me being nice, polite, friendly and non judgemental to others, this treatment was not returned to me.
Cucks will say "ooh, autismo, you shouldn't expect a reward or sex for being nice!", but I'm not saying that.
What I'm saying is that good treatment I give to others should be returned, that's basic fucking human treatment.
Rn, I live alone in a sharehouse after spending a good chunk of this year being homeless, which is good.
But I'm still drowning in fuck loads of debt, and don't have much money to spend on basic needs.
I have no friends, and tbh, I don't really want friends anymore because almost all the friends I've had have been shit.
Last friend I had was this one fat soyboy retard who I stopped being friends with in July, because he was a selfish, hypocritical, short tempered prick.
Foids also fucking hate me with a burning, fucking passion, and I still notice their cold, hateful faces when they walk by me outside.
If I can't gain from SOYciety, than I will not give to it.
That's pretty much the idea of the social contract, isn't it?
You contribute to society, you'll be rewarded and gain from society.
Well, I have nothing to gain from SOYciety, I can't get friends, and I can't get foids.
In fact, foids are a lot more likely to get employed than me, because companies want to virtue signal about inclusivism and diversity, she would also make more than me too.
All I have to gain from working is money, and not even a lot of it.
Im also claiming £410 from UC twice a month, so I don't need a job.
Normies and boomers like to shame me for claiming benefits and not working, but we don't live in a society that values hard work anymore, it only values genetics, status and wealth.
Im pretty apathetic to life rn, not only because of my loneliness, depression and inceldom, but I also have that "done it all" feeling.
Like, I've done a 7 week stint in Bristol prison last year, and I've been homeless 4 times this year.
I also don't really give a shit if get busted for shoplifting.
There's a nationwide cost of living crisis going on rn, plenty of people shoplift.
So much so, that store staff and security pretty much just let it happen and aren't really bothered by it anymore.
The police are also pretty apathetic towards it too.
So yeah, got no real plans for this week or next week, aside from ldaring, gaming and Interneting all day
Irl, i'm very hateful, rude and bigoted, and I occasionally steal food and drinks from shops when I'm low on cash.
I've also never had a job, don't want one and can't get one, and I've been on benefits for years, and still am.
And really now, I don't care about not being good and moral because there's absolutely no point.
Seriously, when your a kid, your parents and teachers tell you that being a good and moral person is it own reward and you'll be rewarded with friends and girlfriends, which is total bullshit.
A pretty big blackpill for me was during my early teenage years when I was in school and when I was attending college at 18.
I noticed that all the bad kids, the same ones who were rude, sweary, disrupted lessons, argued with teachers, bullied pupils and bunked off classes so they can smoke in the car park, they had friends, sometimes even girlfriends!
Same with college too, these guys were nearing 20, but they were acting like fucking nigger wannabe kids, but they still got foids.
I did pretty ok when I was in school and college, I made 2 friends at college, but we lost touch over the years.
They both probably live way better lives than me tbh.
And of course, when I looked up my bad boy, thugmaxxing, wannabe Nigger classmates of Facebook a few years ago, they had wives and some even had children.
I may not be a good person today, but time was I wanted to be.
In the past, I was nice, polite, friendly and non judgemental to people, I wanted to get along with people, even foids.
But despite me being nice, polite, friendly and non judgemental to others, this treatment was not returned to me.
Cucks will say "ooh, autismo, you shouldn't expect a reward or sex for being nice!", but I'm not saying that.
What I'm saying is that good treatment I give to others should be returned, that's basic fucking human treatment.
Rn, I live alone in a sharehouse after spending a good chunk of this year being homeless, which is good.
But I'm still drowning in fuck loads of debt, and don't have much money to spend on basic needs.
I have no friends, and tbh, I don't really want friends anymore because almost all the friends I've had have been shit.
Last friend I had was this one fat soyboy retard who I stopped being friends with in July, because he was a selfish, hypocritical, short tempered prick.
Foids also fucking hate me with a burning, fucking passion, and I still notice their cold, hateful faces when they walk by me outside.
If I can't gain from SOYciety, than I will not give to it.
That's pretty much the idea of the social contract, isn't it?
You contribute to society, you'll be rewarded and gain from society.
Well, I have nothing to gain from SOYciety, I can't get friends, and I can't get foids.
In fact, foids are a lot more likely to get employed than me, because companies want to virtue signal about inclusivism and diversity, she would also make more than me too.
All I have to gain from working is money, and not even a lot of it.
Im also claiming £410 from UC twice a month, so I don't need a job.
Normies and boomers like to shame me for claiming benefits and not working, but we don't live in a society that values hard work anymore, it only values genetics, status and wealth.
Im pretty apathetic to life rn, not only because of my loneliness, depression and inceldom, but I also have that "done it all" feeling.
Like, I've done a 7 week stint in Bristol prison last year, and I've been homeless 4 times this year.
I also don't really give a shit if get busted for shoplifting.
There's a nationwide cost of living crisis going on rn, plenty of people shoplift.
So much so, that store staff and security pretty much just let it happen and aren't really bothered by it anymore.
The police are also pretty apathetic towards it too.
So yeah, got no real plans for this week or next week, aside from ldaring, gaming and Interneting all day
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