I tried to escape to the farm from my shitty family and since my dad kept his grandpa's AK so i can shoot myself. I dropped out of my high school to end up on farm and kill myself there in peace. So much shit happened and I don't want to go into too much detail but basically i've been told from everyone that it's over.
My classmates told me it's over and how i'll never get a gf.
Org. also told me straight to my face "sorry, some men aren't meant to be attractive".
I have no idea where go now.
I haven't found the gun and I was offered by my school to take supplemental examinations where I never have to be ever again in the class with other students and can finish 2 more years like this. I wish I killed myself but part of me wants to give a one more year a chance since i'm young.
My classmates told me it's over and how i'll never get a gf.
Org. also told me straight to my face "sorry, some men aren't meant to be attractive".
I have no idea where go now.
I haven't found the gun and I was offered by my school to take supplemental examinations where I never have to be ever again in the class with other students and can finish 2 more years like this. I wish I killed myself but part of me wants to give a one more year a chance since i'm young.
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