
KetamineAddictYoda
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I use to be totally dead inside; went almost a decade without crying. After I escortmaxxed, I can't stop thinking of how sad my life is. What should be the best time of my life was the worst and I have nobody. Incessant thoughts of suicide. The pain is so much. I'm considering slitting my throat and jumping off a bridge at night on my birthday. Maybe even tie a weight so I sink for good measure. I'd spend the evening before going around my city eating some food, people watching, thinking, laughing like the joker at my own retarded jokes. Thoughts? 

