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I use to be totally dead inside; went almost a decade without crying. After I escortmaxxed, I can't stop thinking of how sad my life is. What should be the best time of my life was the worst and I have nobody. Incessant thoughts of suicide. The pain is so much. I'm considering slitting my throat and jumping off a bridge at night on my birthday. Maybe even tie a weight so I sink for good measure. I'd spend the evening before going around my city eating some food, people watching, thinking, laughing like the joker at my own retarded jokes. Thoughts? :society::society::society:
 
Sounds painful, so wouldn't recommend. The eating some food, watching people, thinking, and laughing like the joker sounds based though. Best to avoid the ole rope for as long as possible in case hell exists :feelsthink::feelsokman:
 
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Sounds painful, so wouldn't recommend. The eating some food, watching people, thinking, and laughing like the joker sounds based though. Best to avoid the ole rope for as long as possible in case hell exists :feelsthink::feelsokman:
I have never feared the pain but what comes after. Regardless, you'd be in shock and wouldn't have time to comprehend it the pain. Although I do believe in hell and can only ask that God forgives me.
 
I have never feared the pain but what comes after. Regardless, you'd be in shock and wouldn't have time to comprehend it the pain. Although I do believe in hell and can only ask that God forgives me.
What likely comes after next is... nothing, imagine a blind man trying to see or a deaf man trying to hear. This thought is so incomprehensible that it's likely because the brain can do virtually all things expect conceptualize oblivion, as you cannot create something from nothing.

That being said, I advise against ropemaxxing. Continue to live out of spite, because people will cry crocodile tears then be secretly glad that you're gone. Living as an incel rather than blowing your head off with a shotgun is the most ultimate act of rebellion.
 
Mogs me for being able to feel
 
What likely comes after next is... nothing, imagine a blind man trying to see or a deaf man trying to hear. This thought is so incomprehensible that it's likely because the brain can do virtually all things expect conceptualize oblivion, as you cannot create something from nothing.

That being said, I advise against ropemaxxing. Continue to live out of spite, because people will cry crocodile tears then be secretly glad that you're gone. Living as an incel rather than blowing your head off with a shotgun is the most ultimate act of rebellion.
nobody cares about incels’ acts of rebellions. It’s the equivalent of an artist writing angsty poems about how society wronged him. It’s meaningless and doesn’t change anything, doesn’t inspire any change, and has no real way to influence his fate.

So far every act of incel rebellion brought us nothing. ER, Alek. Whoever else you want to mention. They just killed some normies and caused outrage in public. And then nothing happened -If anything - they just made the public hate us more than they already have. Nothing can be done and never will be. “Acts of rebellion” are a stupid horseshit fallacy. If literally shooting up a school doesn’t do anything - guess what - nothing ever will do anything. Incels will never have any meaningful movement or “rebellion” because it’s impossible to rebel against your own fate and nature. Incels existed since ancient times. You think back when we were hunter gatherers there weren’t disabled/short/weak cavemen who died before they reproduced? They were incels too. They probably wanted to fuck but couldn’t and eventually they died since it was incredibly easy to die back then. If anything it was even more brutal because nowadays you just need to look pretty to bang, back then you also had to hunt mammoths.

They existed back then, they exist now, and they will exist in the far future, after you and I pass away.
 
Sounds painful, so wouldn't recommend. The eating some food, watching people, thinking, and laughing like the joker sounds based though. Best to avoid the ole rope for as long as possible in case hell exists :feelsthink::feelsokman:
 
As I write this, I am in the subway statiom and there is a chang sitting by my side. I thought for a secomd about jumping on the tracks.
 
nobody cares about incels’ acts of rebellions. It’s the equivalent of an artist writing angsty poems about how society wronged him. It’s meaningless and doesn’t change anything, doesn’t inspire any change, and has no real way to influence his fate.

So far every act of incel rebellion brought us nothing. ER, Alek. Whoever else you want to mention. They just killed some normies and caused outrage in public. And then nothing happened -If anything - they just made the public hate us more than they already have. Nothing can be done and never will be. “Acts of rebellion” are a stupid horseshit fallacy. If literally shooting up a school doesn’t do anything - guess what - nothing ever will do anything. Incels will never have any meaningful movement or “rebellion” because it’s impossible to rebel against your own fate and nature. Incels existed since ancient times. You think back when we were hunter gatherers there weren’t disabled/short/weak cavemen who died before they reproduced? They were incels too. They probably wanted to fuck but couldn’t and eventually they died since it was incredibly easy to die back then. If anything it was even more brutal because nowadays you just need to look pretty to bang, back then you also had to hunt mammoths.

They existed back then, they exist now, and they will exist in the far future, after you and I pass away.
All fair points, but what I meant by rebellion is that you continue to live even though people despise you. They constantly laugh, mock or harass you, but it doesn't matter because you never give them the pleasure of seeing you neck yourself or shoot up a mall. If everyone wants the loser gone then why should the loser accept those demands?

Also, haven't you heard of rape? Plenty of incels hit women on the head with rocks then rape them, some women were gangraped and the lucky incel won by having his seed be accepted by her egg. Rape is a viable strategy for both incel and chad alike, but more useful for incels because its obvious.
But as civilization came into fruition, this was solved by arranged marriages. Now harems came along which actually started the problem, and these days, women have the freedom to choose whoever they want, meaning that incels truly lost now than they did back then.

We could only hope for an apocalypse to happen, a lot of foids think they will be a hotshot gunslinger, a mercenary or a strong and powerful woman in general, but in reality, either they turn into hookers or cum rags for whoever gets to them first, us or the chads.
 
Crying just gives another reason for women to laugh at you.
 
All fair points, but what I meant by rebellion is that you continue to live even though people despise you. They constantly laugh, mock or harass you, but it doesn't matter because you never give them the pleasure of seeing you neck yourself or shoot up a mall. If everyone wants the loser gone then why should the loser accept those demands?

Also, haven't you heard of rape? Plenty of incels hit women on the head with rocks then rape them, some women were gangraped and the lucky incel won by having his seed be accepted by her egg. Rape is a viable strategy for both incel and chad alike, but more useful for incels because its obvious.
But as civilization came into fruition, this was solved by arranged marriages. Now harems came along which actually started the problem, and these days, women have the freedom to choose whoever they want, meaning that incels truly lost now than they did back then.

We could only hope for an apocalypse to happen, a lot of foids think they will be a hotshot gunslinger, a mercenary or a strong and powerful woman in general, but in reality, either they turn into hookers or cum rags for whoever gets to them first, us or the chads.
Humans getting wiped out by a nuclear bomb is the only way of ending this hell. Let’s hope one of our beloved world leaders takes the mantle and nukes us into oblivion already. I’m pretty sure someone like that north korean manlet is drooling at the idea of sending all his nukes flying towards the rest of the world.

As for rape, I’m not into it. Personally it gives me very bad taste in my mouth since I had some experience with what it’s like. It’s a huge turn-off for me in general, and also when a woman says she has rape fantasies. A lot of people here say that women get off to rape, and some of them definitely do, I’ve seen the data, but there are exceptions. My niece is an example. She was raped when she was a child by some sick fuck and it made her into those crazed BPD Demons you can see on TikTok. She had suicide attempts over it, enough said. She also eventually became very, very promiscuous but I wasn’t even surprised, just disappointed. Anyway it’s been 5 years since I talked to her so for all I care the bitch could’ve offed herself by now, or died from AIDS, kek. Guess I felt some sympathy for her when she was a kid but eventually I became indifferent to it and dropped contact. As much as I hate her Even so, I think no one deserves to be raped, male or female, just like no one deserves to be an incel. While we’re on the topic of rape, I find it sickening that female on male rape is usually laughed off by society. I’m probably in the minority here and I expect the usual group to start calling me a Low T Cuck for saying that I don’t get off to raping women, just let me say that we can agree to disagree on certain things.

I can’t speak for every incel here but for me I was always interested in a plain old romantic relationship, ideally with a woman who hasn’t fucked half of her college campus or starred in three interracial amateur gangbangs. Hearing women say that this is somehow “too much” to expect from them opened my eyes. Stupid entitled bitches. You have to work your ass off and not even reap the benefits while hoes like them live life on easy mode.
 
. My niece is an example. She was raped when she was a child by some sick fuck and it made her into those crazed BPD Demons you can see on TikTok. She had suicide attempts over it, enough said. She also eventually became very, very promiscuous but I wasn’t even surprised
Brutal ACE pill. I am not an agecuck but I am against anything relating to children due to how severe the impacts of ACEs are
 
I think it's been years since I last cried
 
I almost cried today but didn’t have the energy.
 
I use to be totally dead inside; went almost a decade without crying. After I escortmaxxed, I can't stop thinking of how sad my life is. What should be the best time of my life was the worst and I have nobody. Incessant thoughts of suicide. The pain is so much. I'm considering slitting my throat and jumping off a bridge at night on my birthday. Maybe even tie a weight so I sink for good measure. I'd spend the evening before going around my city eating some food, people watching, thinking, laughing like the joker at my own retarded jokes. Thoughts? :society::society::society:
i dont even cry anymore i just get mad
 
I have cried each day for the past few months at least once a night, my moms passing, inceldom, and work stress has taken its toll on me.
 

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