SuicideFuel I have completely lost my ability to coom naturally

[incelerated]

It's been a while that I noticed I may have the death grip syndrome since I could only coom when I was watching porn and was either in my computer chair or my bed.
For a long while I was not able to coom in the shower.

So I decided to get a lubricant and "simulate" real sex because a pussy will be a lot less tight than my hand and also lubricated.
I tried for like 10 minutes in the shower with extreme force and speed but nothing happened.

I could only coom without the lubricant and while gripping very hard. And I haven't coomed for like 3 days which is very long for me so it's not because I wasn't horny enough.

I can't even ascend with an escort now.

It's so fucking over.

My body is broken. I can't play games. I can't code. I can't gymmax. My mind is broken. I have almost completely lost my ability to memorize things and have to write down even the smallest things and can't remember most of what happened even yesterday. An now my dick is broken too and only works with BDSM porn in my bed or chair.

I feel like I'm in an abyss. I can't even feel rage anymore. I am drowning in darkness and everything I have tried has failed.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Most brutal thing I have read today. I noticed I am heading in a similar direction that's why I want to try nofap.

 

[starystulejarz]

It's so brutal that not even hollyjew kikes would want to make horror movie about your existence

 

[slapthatsillywilly]

That's fucked man

 

[slapthatsillywilly]

It's so brutal that not even hollyjew kikes would want to make horror movie about your existence

Lol
So what was your sexperience 13 years ago?

 

[joocel52]

Most brutal thing I have read today. I noticed I am heading in a similar direction that's why I want to try nofap.

Same, my mind is fucked up anyways and porn addiction doesnr help. I just give in every time doe

 

[FumoCum]

Not even being able to cope with anything looks atrocious, i happen to have times where i can't do anything, not even play, but at least that was temporary. I wish that you recover from this somehow vro.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I just give in every time doe

Same

 

[starystulejarz]

Lol
So what was your sexperience 13 years ago?

No sexperience since i was always inkwel and foids never cared about me unless i was their clown orbiter. I got annoyed in my teens and stopped giving a fuck about them since they wouldn't fuck me anyway.

 

[slapthatsillywilly]

No sexperience since i was always inkwel and foids never cared about me unless i was their clown orbiter. I got annoyed in my teens and stopped giving a fuck about them since they wouldn't fuck me anyway.

Oh my bad you meant 13 years as a neet. You were smart as a teen took me much longer to learn that personality means fuckall

 

[the kurdish loner]

It's been a while that I noticed I may have the death grip syndrome since I could only coom when I was watching porn and was either in my computer chair or my bed.
For a long while I was not able to coom in the shower.

So I decided to get a lubricant and "simulate" real sex because a pussy will be a lot less tight than my hand and also lubricated.
I tried for like 10 minutes in the shower with extreme force and speed but nothing happened.

I could only coom without the lubricant and while gripping very hard. And I haven't coomed for like 3 days which is very long for me so it's not because I wasn't horny enough.

I can't even ascend with an escort now.

It's so fucking over.

My body is broken. I can't play games. I can't code. I can't gymmax. My mind is broken. I have almost completely lost my ability to memorize things and have to write down even the smallest things and can't remember most of what happened even yesterday. An now my dick is broken too and only works with BDSM porn in my bed or chair.

I feel like I'm in an abyss. I can't even feel rage anymore. I am drowning in darkness and everything I have tried has failed.

Why has your body broken that way?

 

[Based NaziCel]

Stop fapping (It’s frying your brain)

 

[incelerated]

Why has your body broken that way?

Genetics.
From when I tried to improve myself and went to the gym.
From when I tried to get out of my comfort zone and went to a vacation and did outdoor activities.

Stop fapping (It’s frying your brain)

I have tried multiple times and failed every time. It's impossible.

 

[the kurdish loner]

Genetics.
From when I tried to improve myself and went to the gym.
From when I tried to get out of my comfort zone and went to a vacation and did outdoor activities.


I have tried multiple times and failed every time. It's impossible.

How? What happened when you tried to hit the gym?

 

[Based NaziCel]

I have tried multiple times and failed every time. It's impossible.

When did you start fapping?

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Try going as far as u could with nofap your libido will get back then watch more vanilla porn preferably pics combine it with coffee, nicotine etc because you might be depressed it's not always from death grip

 

[incelerated]

How? What happened when you tried to hit the gym?

Got a bulged disk

When did you start fapping?

As far as I can remember. 8 years old is when I have a clear memory of.

Try going as far as u could with nofap your libido will get back then watch more vanilla porn preferably pics combine it with coffee, nicotine etc because you might be depressed it's not always from death grip

That's what I hope to do.

 

[Notkev]

It's been a while that I noticed I may have the death grip syndrome since I could only coom when I was watching porn and was either in my computer chair or my bed.
For a long while I was not able to coom in the shower.

So I decided to get a lubricant and "simulate" real sex because a pussy will be a lot less tight than my hand and also lubricated.
I tried for like 10 minutes in the shower with extreme force and speed but nothing happened.

I could only coom without the lubricant and while gripping very hard. And I haven't coomed for like 3 days which is very long for me so it's not because I wasn't horny enough.

I can't even ascend with an escort now.

It's so fucking over.

My body is broken. I can't play games. I can't code. I can't gymmax. My mind is broken. I have almost completely lost my ability to memorize things and have to write down even the smallest things and can't remember most of what happened even yesterday. An now my dick is broken too and only works with BDSM porn in my bed or chair.

I feel like I'm in an abyss. I can't even feel rage anymore. I am drowning in darkness and everything I have tried has failed.

I have to stop. I'm experiencing the same things.

 

[nice_try]

You have to stop masturbation for at least 2 weeks, then your dick will probably be normal again.

 

[incelerated]

You have to stop masturbation for at least 2 weeks, then your dick will probably be normal again.

Maby.

I can't do it for 2 weeks but I've been trying to reduce it for a while.

 

[FishmanBecker]

I have not been able to coom in the shower for years now. The only way is lying down on my bed with porn. Not like it makes a difference, or ever will for that matter.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Stop fapping (It’s frying your brain)

Not fapping per se, but over consumption of videos of porn is probably not the healthiest.

 

[forteanSocietySpy]

Get some testosterone:

And stay away from BDSM, rings or instruments. Never use instruments.

 

[incelerated]

Get some testosterone:
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And stay away from BDSM, rings or instruments. Never use instruments.

I was actually thinking about getting tested for my T levels. I have always been weak with low muscle mass and low energy.

 

[Lost_Regret]

Get some testosterone:
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And stay away from BDSM, rings or instruments. Never use instruments.

What are the downsides of getting on test?

 

[incelerated]

What are the downsides of getting on test?

I suppose hairloss
I'll ask my doctor when I go

 

[suicidecase]

My sex drive has died the last few years. After being a hardcore fap addict basically all my life. I never used to understand why people used lube, now I need to use my saliva to fap. And it's not even pleasurable, often I cba finishing and get bored. It's brutal. Without a sex drive I have no reason to live.

 

[incelerated]

Without a sex drive I have no reason to live.

100% understandable

 

[forteanSocietySpy]

I was actually thinking about getting tested for my T levels. I have always been weak with low muscle mass and low energy.

Better do it quickly before you experience serious cognitive decline..testosterone keeps your brain alive