Awoo
Self-banned
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- May 17, 2018
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I have been in the process off maxxing myself for a year now, I decided about then that I was a pathetic piece if shit but I needed to do everything in my power to change that before I turn 30 and if I do not succeed by then it is 100% truly over for me. I am currently 28 years old and I have about 1 1/2 years left.
I planned to do a series of goals
- Fix my teeth
- Get chin/jaw surgery
- Go to hookers to lower my massively high inhib
- Lose weight to 22 BMI from 29
- Get a good car that doesn't make me look pathetic
- Finally move out of my parents house
- Get a decent job where I can work alone but make good $$
I am making slow, but definite progress so far.
* The first thing I did was got a job training up as an electrician, I have been doing this 1 year now.
* The 2nd thing I did was get braces, as I figured I'd need to do this early because they could be on for up to two years. This cost me around £3400.
* 3rd I started a gym membership and I am currently down to 27 BMI from 29, gym costs around £45 a month.
* Last week I bought myself a half-decent car, my parents loaned me 7 grand which I pay back at £300 a month.
I have made no attempts at the chin surgery yet, nor the hooker or trying to get my own place. I'm starting to run low on money because I am effectively on minimum wage due to essentially retraining as an apprentice in something that most people my age have been doing for 8 years by now. I do not know if these goals will work and I will finally ascend when all this is finally over, but having these goals is keeping my highly motivated and I have noticed a significant decline in depression and no urges to rope.
Is anyone else on here post 25 making one last desperate attempt to ascend too?
I planned to do a series of goals
- Fix my teeth
- Get chin/jaw surgery
- Go to hookers to lower my massively high inhib
- Lose weight to 22 BMI from 29
- Get a good car that doesn't make me look pathetic
- Finally move out of my parents house
- Get a decent job where I can work alone but make good $$
I am making slow, but definite progress so far.
* The first thing I did was got a job training up as an electrician, I have been doing this 1 year now.
* The 2nd thing I did was get braces, as I figured I'd need to do this early because they could be on for up to two years. This cost me around £3400.
* 3rd I started a gym membership and I am currently down to 27 BMI from 29, gym costs around £45 a month.
* Last week I bought myself a half-decent car, my parents loaned me 7 grand which I pay back at £300 a month.
I have made no attempts at the chin surgery yet, nor the hooker or trying to get my own place. I'm starting to run low on money because I am effectively on minimum wage due to essentially retraining as an apprentice in something that most people my age have been doing for 8 years by now. I do not know if these goals will work and I will finally ascend when all this is finally over, but having these goals is keeping my highly motivated and I have noticed a significant decline in depression and no urges to rope.
Is anyone else on here post 25 making one last desperate attempt to ascend too?
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