Serious I have been fearing my own death lately

[RegularManlet]

Recently I just rawdogged a whole chilli, I thought my spice tolerance was pretty good but it was not good enough.

I was in some bad pain from the chilli, certainly could have been way worse but I was in some bad pain for 10 minutes.

After that though, I have begun to fear my own death, all I can hope for is that my death is painless.

Imagine you end up drowning though, or burning to death, or something else painful, that would suck.

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

Recently I just rawdogged a whole chilli, I thought my spice tolerance was pretty good but it was not good enough.

I was in some bad pain from the chilli, certainly could have been way worse but I was in some bad pain for 10 minutes.

did you get a second round of pain when taking a shit the next day?

 

[RegularManlet]

did you get a second round of pain when taking a shit the next day?

nope not at all, i did have to drink milk though to alleviate the pain, i found out that actually works lol

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

nope not at all

you got very lucky then

 

[RegularManlet]

No way you feared your death overe some chilli

I don't want my death to be painful, I bet drowning or something feels fucking horrible.

 

[kay']

Dont do that again

 

[RegularManlet]

Dont do that again

Yeah, well the first one barely had any effect so I thought I was good so idk what happened, I did it because I was bored as my incel life is boring so at least those 10 minutes of suffering I wasnt thinking about my inceldom or being bored out of my mind.

 

[Johnhatenigger12]

I'd chose "Die tomorrow" instead of "lives forever".

i just don't want lives long years of suffering and misery.

 

[rope infinity ♾️]

Over for mayocels

 

[Mecoja]

I believe that most deaths are painful, difference is only how long it lasts the pain. Suffering and pain can go on for years, like my mom's. I stopped fearing death so much when i started truly to believe in Jesus Christ. If i get eternal life with no pain or suffering and worries with my death, so be it. It will be painful and scary for a moment and then everything will be alright. Nothing will matter anymore.

 

[Friezacel]

Dying on an heroine OD would be a dream

 

[failednormie_]

Over for mayocels

 

[RegularManlet]

I stopped fearing death so much when i started truly to believe in Jesus Christ

You cope with religion? I just keep it real personally religion isnt real, a lot of muslims dont even read their own book.

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

Over for mayocels

 

[Mecoja]

You cope with religion? I just keep it real personally religion isnt real, a lot of muslims dont even read their own book.

I didnt believe much until i started studying the Bible more seriously. I was a lukewarm for almost 30 years. Main reason why i believe is that the world seems 100 percent made. Also in certain moments since i got baptized i often feel a inner voice not of my own, that keeps me away from sin and hatred. Few months ago i turn on some porn video and i kid you not, i heard a clear thought "this is demonic, its not from God, you truly believe that God would approve this?" Or maybe im going crazy.

 

[rope infinity ♾️]

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Learn to take a joke you sensitive faggot bitches.

 

[Fat Link]

 

[rope infinity ♾️]

your calling us sensitive faggot bitches yet your the one getting offended at the Joke

Are you stupid or something you got offended that I said ovER for mayocels. If you weren't offended why you even bothered replying

 

[failednormie_]

Are you stupid or something you got offended that I said ovER for mayocels. If you weren't offended why you even bothered replying

cause its funny+true