LifeFuel I have been enjoying a lot of BDSM porn recently

[zephyr]

BDSM porn turns me on a lot more now than in the past. I got a subscription to kink.com which has unlimited download limit.

I actually empathize with the girls in the videos. I think they really enjoy being abused, tied up, whipped, slapped, and being treated like whores, having all the guys cum on them and treating her like dirt. And have all kind of constricting tools tested out on them. I think it's natural because I feel treated badly and like I am made worthless, and they want to feel exactly the same. So there is a sense of love in it.

I watched a video with Remy LaCroix and at the start she looked pretty down but at the end of the video in the post-interview, once she was abused and gangbanged in every way possible, her face and eyes were shining and she completely lighted up. I fapped just by looking at her face. It was pretty nice.

I want to disclose that this is not my first porn subscription. In fact in the past I have subscribed to realitykings, naughtyamerica, brazzers, nubiles and vrporn.

Also I know my oneitus was treated like a whore and developed a personality disorder because of it, so this is a way to be closer to her. I skyped with her once and heard a random dude using a crop on her while she was smashing her keyboard to mask the sound of giving him a blowjob

I was imagining reading this post in the voice of Eddy from below disturbing cartoon parody of Ed Edd n Eddy.

Spoiler: NSFW Distrubing cartoon parody of Ed Edd n Eddy

 

[DoomedSince98]

I want enslave fluffykitten03 into sex slavery.

 

[UnknownR]

BDSM porn turns me on a lot more now than in the past. I got a subscription to kink.com which has unlimited download limit.

I actually empathize with the girls in the videos. I think they really enjoy being abused, tied up, whipped, slapped, and being treated like whores, having all the guys cum on them and treating her like dirt. And have all kind of constricting tools tested out on them. I think it's natural because I feel treated badly and like I am made worthless, and they want to feel exactly the same. So there is a sense of love in it.

I watched a video with Remy LaCroix and at the start she looked pretty down but at the end of the video in the post-interview, once she was abused and gangbanged in every way possible, her face and eyes were shining and she completely lighted up. I fapped just by looking at her face. It was pretty nice.

I want to disclose that this is not my first porn subscription. In fact in the past I have subscribed to realitykings, naughtyamerica, brazzers, nubiles and vrporn.

Also I know my oneitus was treated like a whore and developed a personality disorder because of it, so this is a way to be closer to her. I skyped with her once and heard a random dude using a crop on her while she was smashing her keyboard to mask the sound of giving him a blowjob

 

[calimero]

ok sure but if you mention femdom I'm going to lock you in a basement with @shii410 and burn the fucking house down

Right now I just want to see women getting hogtied, gangbanged, flogged, cropped, hit, abused, dp'd, humiliated, choked, etc.

 

[Dravidiancel]

Stop watching porn you cuck

 

[calimero]

Stop watching porn you cuck

It makes me feel less lonely

 

[HateCurry]

There is barely any difference between 720p and 1080p you cuck, and if a video is actually good you don't care if it's in super HD. If you take a boring 720p video and change it to 1080p, it's still a boring video.

You said you're surprised at times when you even remember jerked off to 480p and 360p there is a difference

 

[shii410]

I skyped with her once and heard a random dude using a crop on her while she was smashing her keyboard to mask the sound of giving him a blowjob

Every oneitis cel fantasy

Did u beat ur meat to it mab

Most oneitis cucks would do ANYTHING to hear their oneitis giving another guy a blowjob on live voice chat

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

I skyped with her once and heard a random dude using a crop on her while she was smashing her keyboard to mask the sound of giving him a blowjob

And this is why having oneitis is retarded.

Every oneitis cel fantasy

Did u beat ur meat to it mab

Most oneitis cucks would do ANYTHING to hear their oneitis giving another guy a blowjob on live voice chat

Maybe I'd get off hearing her moan when she's having sex, assuming that I'm not in a relationship with her.

But nah, given that all foids are sluts even she's your crush is the reason why I don't want to be in a relationship anymore.

 

[I want to believe]

I don't really like BDSM, tbh. I just want to fuck her and lick, kiss, touch her body parts, especially feet. Nothing special.

 

[AmnesiaHazecel]

I stopped reading at oneitis

 

[UK_autisticel]

Instead of paying for porn, why don't you go to an escort?

Paying for porn is cheaper and there is less risk attached to it.

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

Paying for porn is cheaper and there is less risk attached to it.

Dude, you can find porn for free. The only way I'm paying is if I actually get to have sex, instead of beating off imagining myself having sex with the girl.

 

[calimero]

Every oneitis cel fantasy

Did u beat ur meat to it mab

Most oneitis cucks would do ANYTHING to hear their oneitis giving another guy a blowjob on live voice chat

I didnt enjoy it at all. Do you know how painful the feeling of unfaithfulness is?

I felt like knifes rotating in my stomach for 4 days, I even told this to her. Meanwhile she had a sex marathon with him for 4 days, and she made subtle hints to it in skype

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

I didnt enjoy it at all. Do you know how painful the feeling of unfaithfulness is?

I felt like knifes rotating in my stomach for 4 days, I even told this to her. Meanwhile she had a sex marathon with him for 4 days, and she made subtle hints to it in skype

Yes, and now do you realize why your oneitis isn't some chaste angel that is willing to reciprocate your feelings for her, that she would rather give that guy her body and attention instead of you?

 

[calimero]

Yes, and now do you realize why your oneitis isn't some chaste angel that is willing to reciprocate your feelings for her, that she would rather give that guy her body and attention instead of you.

But why would she subtly tease me with it on skype then? She could just have ignored me alltogether

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

But why would she subtely tease me with it on skype then? She could just have ignored me alltogether

Maybe because she's being sadistic and wanting to make you jealous and frustrated, wanting to remind you of what you can't have.

 

[calimero]

Maybe because she's being sadistic and wanting to make you jealous and frustrated, wanting to remind you of what you can't have.

Yeah.. no one really knows what's going on in a woman's mind

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

Yeah.. no one really knows what's going on in a woman's mind

Yeah, which is why I wouldn't obsess over her.

All foids are the same at the end of the day and there's nothing special about her.

 

[calimero]

Maybe because she's being sadistic and wanting to make you jealous and frustrated, wanting to remind you of what you can't have.

I feel like she asked for help to overcome sexual trauma

 

[calimero]

Yeah, which is why I wouldn't obsess over her.

All foids are the same at the end of the day and there's nothing special about her.

She made quite an impact on me... I thought every day about her for 5 years straight

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

She made quite an impact on me... I thought every day about her for 5 years straight

Yeah, I understand how it feels to have obsessions since I used to have them when I was in middle school. Back in my bluepilled days.

Like I mean yeah, there are many foids that I would see in the street or in advertisement that I consider very attractive but knowing the blackpill I know not to fall to obsessions, because that would lead to hopeless simping.

Just know that she doesn't look at you the same way you look at her. They are many other men who are orbiting her and trying to catch her attention. And if you aren't Chad, she wouldn't even give you the light of day.

 

[shii410]

But why would she subtly tease me with it on skype then? She could just have ignored me alltogether

Because she sees you as her simpering little cuck

 

[blackraven]

How does it feel to fund jews?

 

[calimero]

How does it feel to fund jews?

Probably pretty similar to how the girls feel in those kink.com videos

 

[Shrek]

I know but I have no friends so it makes me feel like those porn models are my friends

 

[BWill]

Jav bdsm mogs.

bad news for me

 

[BWill]

I'm not into BDSM myself. Do you only like the BDSM porn in which the man abuses and dominates the woman? The thought of a woman dominating a man makes me feel very uneasy, almost sick to my stomach. It seems so unnatural. Cuckold porn is disgusting. It's all about a black dude dickmogging the hell out of a white dude in front of his wife or girlfriend. That's downright bi.