LDAR i have been bedrotting literally all day long the past 3 days

[fullofchagrin]

i have not even taken a shower, i want to get on my pc but i feel too gross and im too depressed to take a shower, shit man. what the fuck did i do to deserve a life like this, i used to think i related to some people, but i didn't, i never realized how unique a life i have, never even had friends as a kid, i thought that was a common thing because it's often portrayed as such in cartoons and media, but i guess it isn't. i want to type out all of my pain and suffering but my brain is too fried. cant even vent. fml

 

[fullofchagrin]

i cant even IMAGINE a cute foid cuddling me, or even TALKING to me. it just feels like such an unrealistic fantasy anymore. i wish i at least got neetbux so i could buy some copes

 

[Failed Pullout]

I'll go months without going outside, bedroom to fridge and back.

 

[Friezacel]

cartoons and media, but i guess it isn't.

what cartoons have you watched ?

 

[fullofchagrin]

what cartoons have you watched ?

idk i mean cartoons that i watched as a kid. with nerds and dorks in it who get bullied and have no friends but in the end make it far in life and get to have the last laugh. there are no such happy endings irl

 

[fatecel]

Rock bottom is a daily event

 

[stalkerKiller]

Mogs me. I've been rotting on a chair surrounded by normies.

 

[fullofchagrin]

Mogs me. I've been rotting on a chair surrounded by normies.

lowinhibmogs me for being able to be around normies

 

[stalkerKiller]

lowinhibmogs me for being able to be around normies

Man I've seen literally 1800 people come and go these couple of days. Honestly most of my social anxiety has gone away. I feel like now that I have a reference point I can strike up a conversation with anyone.

 

[Grodd]

LDAR is life

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

i have been bedrotting literally all day long the past 6 years​

 

[DutchCel01]

Same man i havent taken a shower in 4 days currently, my skin looks like shit my hair is all fucked my room is a mess with trash everywhere, only thing im able to do is sleep and just lay there, maybe make some quick food

 

[DutchCel01]

Same man i havent taken a shower in 4 days currently, my skin looks like shit my hair is all fucked my room is a mess with trash everywhere, only thing im able to do is sleep and just lay there, maybe make some quick food

I really need to go brush my teeth but im just so fucked i dont know man, and i got appointments coming up with social worker and shit and fuck

 

[fullofchagrin]

I really need to go brush my teeth but im just so fucked i dont know man, and i got appointments coming up with social worker and shit and fuck

i dont know how i am going to keep living like this, because i only keep getting worse and worse

 

[DutchCel01]

i dont know how i am going to keep living like this, because i only keep getting worse and worse

Same man i sometimes become a bit better just to fall even lower. I used to feel bad about not showering 1 day or brushing my teeth and now its like a regular thing where i dont take care of myself for days.