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DJungle
Greycel
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- Aug 22, 2024
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I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE I HAVE SO MUCH GUILD IN MY SELF I LOST ALL MY FRIENDS, WOMEN THAT RESPECTED ME BACK IN THE DAY ARE NOW DISCUSTED IN ME I HAVE ALL TIME DEREALIZATIONS AND DEPERSONALIZATIONS I LOST MOTIVATION TO DO ANYTHING I AM FALLING IN SCHOOL I AM FALLING IN RELATIONSHIPS MY FAMILY IS DISCUSTED IN ME THE ONLY MOMENTS THAT I AM HAPPY ARE WHEN I AM PLAYING THE BINDING OF ISAAC AND MASTURBATING TO PORN AND ANIME I LOST EVEN MOTIVATION TO DO THAT I NOLONGER EVEN PLAY ON MY PC I AM JUST IN BED LOOKING AT WALL THINKING HOW MISSERABLE I AM, I FEEL LONELY ALL THE TIME I HAVE NOONE TO TALK TO I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE EMOTIONS ITS JUST ME IN MY ROOM WITH NO ONE TO NOTICE ME
EVERY TIME I LOOK AT MYSELF IN MIROR I CANNOT RECOGNISE MYSELF DUE TO DEPERSONALIZATION I CANNOT TAKE IT HOW MY FACE LOOKS I WAS DOING WORKOUT BUT ITS NOT GOING TO SAVE ME
I USED TO SMOKE WEED BUT I GOT EXTREME VERZION OF HPPD-2 EVERYTIME I GO SLEEP I SEE HALLUCINATIONS I DIDNT SLEEP FOR SEVERAL NIGHTS LAST NIGHT I DID NOT GO SLEEP AT ALL I THOUGHT I AM SCHIZOFRENICK FOR OVER 2 MONTHS I WANTED TO END IT BUT I REALAZE HPPD IS NOT THAT SERIOUS AND THE CURE IS TIME BUT I CANNOT TAKE IT IT GOT SO MUCH WORSE I HAVE PANIC ATTACKS WHILE TRYING TO SLEEP DUE TO THE HALLUCINATIONS I HAVE NO ONE TO TELL THIS I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO TELL ANYTHING OF THIS I USED TO BE THE MOST POPULAR KID IN MY CLASS BUT 5 YEARS LATER AND NO ONE EVEN KNOWS I EXIST THIS SUMMER IS EXTREME I LOST EVEN THE SMALL CONTACT I GOT IN SCHOOL MY FAMYLY LEGIT THINKS I AM GAY NIGGERS IN MY CLASS ARE LAUGHING AT ME ALL THE TIME BEHIND MY BACK
what are the political implication of this?