Swagpilled
swagpilled
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I have what some would call "yellow fever" but it actually goes much deeper than that.
Before I start I have to say I'm in no way, shape or form sexually attracted to men. Even the thought of kissing/fucking one makes me want to puke.
I don't know when it started but most likely somewhere during or after my NEETdom(which doesn't say alot considering I've been a NEET for over half my life).
At the beginning it was just the obvious stuff like being attracted to asian women more, which probably derived from being a weeb/otaku/whatever and being invested in all that stuff lol.
But recently I noticed something, because an incel (online) friend told me there's an asian incel in his class and I envied him. I wanted to be his friend. and then the some days later I had a class and I was sitting next to an asian and I was really nervous, excited, I tried to be as NT and normal as possible because I didn't wanna stand out negatively to him. Didn't matter anyway because I'm a loser and can't make friends. Later I reflected and realised this entire weird thing. Idk what caused this infatuation with asian people and honestly it doesn't matter much.
what are your thoughts on this and anything else you have to say.
once again I'm NOT a faggot.
Before I start I have to say I'm in no way, shape or form sexually attracted to men. Even the thought of kissing/fucking one makes me want to puke.
I don't know when it started but most likely somewhere during or after my NEETdom(which doesn't say alot considering I've been a NEET for over half my life).
At the beginning it was just the obvious stuff like being attracted to asian women more, which probably derived from being a weeb/otaku/whatever and being invested in all that stuff lol.
But recently I noticed something, because an incel (online) friend told me there's an asian incel in his class and I envied him. I wanted to be his friend. and then the some days later I had a class and I was sitting next to an asian and I was really nervous, excited, I tried to be as NT and normal as possible because I didn't wanna stand out negatively to him. Didn't matter anyway because I'm a loser and can't make friends. Later I reflected and realised this entire weird thing. Idk what caused this infatuation with asian people and honestly it doesn't matter much.
what are your thoughts on this and anything else you have to say.
once again I'm NOT a faggot.