12 Years a Rotter
sexless person. pronouns: nig/ger
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- May 12, 2018
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there are too many beautiful things in the world i can not experience or only experience them alone. i have broken down and sobbed like a little bitch twice today thinking how i can not have the simple things in life. i don't want to be rich and famous, i just want a gf and idc if she is ugly. i don't have a single friend and the last time i tried to contact old ''friends'' they all pretty much ghosted me. i told people i was suicidal and either they patronised me by calling me a faggot or gave me platitudes like to just go to the ER department or contact a hotline. i also have been getting mercilessly tormented in my sleep with the cruelest dreams. i think i have had 3 dreams about my oneitis in just this week alone jfl. anyway, it's nice to think if the world becomes too unbearable and the losses keep coming you can just pull the plug which is what i will do if my parents die because i am too dependent on them; but the alternative is wagecucking for the rest of my life as a working class slave and i consider it better off to be dead. my parents both took multiple doses of the whackcine so who knows, maybe i will be roped in a few years. i will rope and then re-roll the dice by reincarnationmaxxing to get better RNG this time
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