Nothing illegal. Also kind of a simpy thread but it's my despair talking.
I walk around the city for up to 5 hours a day. My time isn't wasted though, I've noticed pretty girls along the way. They have to be pretty and look like lone virgins (even if only an illusion).
Whenever I spot the same pretty girl multiple times I map out the time and place where I saw her, and thus figure out what route she walks and at what time of each day. I then adjust my own walking path/time so that it collides with all of the paths/times of the girls I think are pretty perfectly.
I like to just take a look at them, even if only for a 5 second interval each day, really it's like visiting a gallery and looking at the paintings.
I usually see at least 2 of them at any given day. Most of my day and schedule revolves around them, I will go out for a walk earlier than I would've normally in order to see them, or I'd take the longer route to a certain destination so that I may walk past one of them. I will never approach any of them, I thought about it, but the fact that I've been thinking about it for months and never acted means it's over.
Usually I'll have one main girl I try to walk past, if I walk past an unintended non-main girl from the roster I feel guilt, as if I'm cheating on the main one.
This has revived the feeling of having a crush I used to have in elementary school. It feels innocent, sweet and distant. I don't have a place I go to every day where I'd form crushes like a school. I only have a glance at them each day, no longer than 5 seconds, and It makes me feel alive, I get butterflies. If I didn't start doing this I'd be so miserable. It's like I've forged a purpose for myself. Each day my mission is to walk past a pretty girl from the roster. A day where I don't walk past one of them feels like a day wasted.
I walk around the city for up to 5 hours a day. My time isn't wasted though, I've noticed pretty girls along the way. They have to be pretty and look like lone virgins (even if only an illusion).
Whenever I spot the same pretty girl multiple times I map out the time and place where I saw her, and thus figure out what route she walks and at what time of each day. I then adjust my own walking path/time so that it collides with all of the paths/times of the girls I think are pretty perfectly.
I like to just take a look at them, even if only for a 5 second interval each day, really it's like visiting a gallery and looking at the paintings.
I usually see at least 2 of them at any given day. Most of my day and schedule revolves around them, I will go out for a walk earlier than I would've normally in order to see them, or I'd take the longer route to a certain destination so that I may walk past one of them. I will never approach any of them, I thought about it, but the fact that I've been thinking about it for months and never acted means it's over.
Usually I'll have one main girl I try to walk past, if I walk past an unintended non-main girl from the roster I feel guilt, as if I'm cheating on the main one.
This has revived the feeling of having a crush I used to have in elementary school. It feels innocent, sweet and distant. I don't have a place I go to every day where I'd form crushes like a school. I only have a glance at them each day, no longer than 5 seconds, and It makes me feel alive, I get butterflies. If I didn't start doing this I'd be so miserable. It's like I've forged a purpose for myself. Each day my mission is to walk past a pretty girl from the roster. A day where I don't walk past one of them feels like a day wasted.
