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He has his own hard life, brain injury that altered his personality into more volatile and self centred from what I remember and have been told, and he had chronic pain from a major injury so he had his own problems and no matter how much mum says he was honest when he said to her he wanted a baby with her, he was manipulating her to keep her, he didn’t want me, he wanted someone to have dominion over and he tried that with mum and I but she did it stand for it and he left because he thought he’d do something to us that he’d regret, taunting all that time and after til the case ended like a dickhead and I haven’t ever seen him in 11 years, I’m 21 so not that long but long enough, he left when I was 5 visited supervised til I was 10 and gave the custody case cause he was going to lose. It’s all over and I don’t worry bout it now, but some days I would like to get revenge, I’m happy to never see him again, but some days revenge for his bullshit sounds nice, a good sock to the mouth, anything, or even just walking into a room where he is (scared as hell I’ll be but) and turning away straight away making sure he knows I haven’t felt any better about but even then I don’t want to see him ever again but the whole things still just depresses me.
all I know is he is still nearby sort of, and has done some lasting damage to a lot of people and prevented many relationships for a long time u til recently, just by the damage he caused all those years ago, and that upset me but I have a perfect life so it’s all good honestly I’m gonna be ok
all I know is he is still nearby sort of, and has done some lasting damage to a lot of people and prevented many relationships for a long time u til recently, just by the damage he caused all those years ago, and that upset me but I have a perfect life so it’s all good honestly I’m gonna be ok
