Serious I have a love-hate "relationship" with my online/remote studies

[TheGrayWolf]

I study my second degree 100% online from a university based in another country. I finish in about 1 year? (Not studying business anymore)

On the one hand it's extremely flexible and I don't have to commute.

I used to go to business school before I got kicked out, had to go on a fully packed train at 7 AM in the morning and home at 16:30, also on a full train, while getting starred at bc of how weird I look. Also at the business school itself people joked about me behind my back or when I was walking in hallways laughed about me. This was 2018-2019.

On the other hand I feel very abnormal but this is my realty—I don't live a normal life. I'm a bother to my family. They don't see me as normal either.

But hey—going to university in person would make me feel normal maybe but it would definitely be worse.

 

[copemaxx9002]

I study my second degree 100% online from a university based in another country. I finish in about 1 year?

On the one hand it's extremely flexible and I don't have to commute.

I used to go to business school before I got kicked out, had to go on a fully packed train at 7 AM in the morning and home at 16:30, also on a full train, while getting starred at bc of how weird I look. Also at the business school itself people joked about me behind my back or when I was walking in hallways laughed about me. This was 2018-2019.

On the other hand I feel very abnormal but this is my realty—I don't live a normal life. I'm a bother to my family. They don't see me as normal either.

But hey—going to university in person would make me feel normal maybe but it would definitely be worse.

at least you diidnt give up.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

at least you diidnt give up.

yes

 

[Fatass3000]

doing business as a incel is the worst thing you can do. To do well in business you need connections and that's hard if you're ugly.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

doing business as a incel is the worst thing you can do. To do well in business you need connections and that's hard if you're ugly.

yes that's why I'm doing political studies with military strategy specialisation now bc it's easiest to me (no math etc). for many reasons, I don't want to be a politician of course, I really have no idea what I'll be or do

 

[TheGrayWolf]

doing business as a incel is the worst thing you can do. To do well in business you need connections and that's hard if you're ugly.

I need to work remotely. BTW, I'm more than just 'ugly'.... I look so ugly and deformed I stand out....many strangers think I'm medically retarded

 

[Fatass3000]

yes that's why I'm doing political studies with military strategy specialisation now bc it's easiest to me (no math etc). for many reasons, I don't want to be a politician of course, I really have no idea what I'll be or do

would political studies in another country help you tho? Countries have different political systems and ideologies, might be hard to get a job if you get a degree from another country

 

[Fatass3000]

I need to work remotely. BTW, I'm more than just 'ugly'.... I look so ugly and deformed I stand out....many strangers think I'm medically retarded

shit then your best bet is starting your own business. Even if you apply for a remote job, they still want to see a pic of you and video call. And when that happens, the failo effect takes place. They will see assume you're incompetent and stupid just because of your looks and won't hire you unless they're in desperate need

 

[TheGrayWolf]

would political studies in another country help you tho? Countries have different political systems and ideologies, might be hard to get a job if you get a degree from another country

that's true, I should have specified it's more international relations focused on stuff like NATO, wars or UN and stuff

 

[Fatass3000]

that's true, I should have specified it's more international relations focused on stuff like NATO, wars or UN and stuff

ah thats fine then

 

[TheGrayWolf]

shit then your best bet is starting your own business. Even if you apply for a remote job, they still want to see a pic of you and video call. And when that happens, the failo effect takes place. They will see assume you're incompetent and stupid just because of your looks and won't hire you unless they're in desperate need

good idea

 

[Robb97]

If you went there in person would you have friends to spend the breaks with? I never did, so watching things online felt about as normal as going there physically.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

If you went there in person would you have friends to spend the breaks with?

No I never did, neither in school nor 2018-2019 in business school. And the same would be here. I just can't be interesting and I'm very shy bc of my looks.

I never did, so watching things online felt about as normal as going there physically.

Yes, I feel both normal and abnormal—abnormal because I'm lonely with no social interaction with people my age.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

at least you diidnt give up.

I wish I could just give up

 

[Ci Jey]

From a blackpilled perspective it's a high iq move and a win.

You're about to finish your career, saved yourself years of crippling loneliness and ostracization in real life, countless rejections and envy.