I have a confession to make

[black_depresso]

I failed two exams today and yesterday

These were for an important qualification and I failed them both miserably and in the short term I don’t see myself regaining enough mental clarity to pass them and I was so goddamn suicidal on the way home, legit almost jumped infront of train, now I’m lying in bed numb out of my mind, I don’t know what I’m going to do. The shit hasn’t registered in my head yet.

 

[seija]

Ricecels on suicide watch. But seriously, you shouldn't rely on your academics to truly get you anywhere in life.

 

[black_depresso]

Ricecels on suicide watch. But seriously, you shouldn't rely on your academics to truly get you anywhere in life.

The worst part is the sheer uncooperativity of my university, I asked for special circumstances consideration they say ok u get 30 more minutes in your exam to take a stretch and relax

Which is nice

For a 3 hour exam

But

This exam is worth 80 percent. Nobody does that, like anywhere. Normal universities are like some assignments, a mid term exam, another assignment, and like 35-60% final exam. There is no other way around this 80% exam which is the most heartbreaking part

 

[Deleted member 19971]

Rip OP, it’s over for your careermaxxing cope

 

[Deleted member 17811]

My advice: get your degree, try working in the sector, you may like it
If not drop out of society - ull never come back if you do that's a last resort as UK likely rope

 

[GoonCel]

just get drunk today and forget about it.
move on and study harder next time