I had a best friend in 3rd-5th grade when life was good and there wasn't any hierarchical bullshit going on. We were best friends, he would be the only friend I'd ever have. Life was great. Well, until he moved away. Fast forward to the present time in college and come to find out he has become a full on Chad. His jaw, dude. I wanted to go see him pretty soon, but now I see that he mogs me in every way, fuck that. Humiliating. I'll be subhuman to him. Absolute suicide fuel for me. I hate this world.
If you have good genetics you're going to have a fantastic life. Just how it goes, I suppose. But It's a hard pill to swallow. I can't be loved, not by femoids or anyone. All because of my unlucky genetics. I wish they had told me sooner instead of trying to brainwash me from a young age, acting as if there's someone for everyone, as if there's plenty of fish in the sea. Screw that. All I can do is LDAR. Tired of it. No motivation to do well in my classes. I'm invisible to everyone it seems. Perhaps the rope could save me but I'm far too much of a pussy to go to that extreme.
If you have good genetics you're going to have a fantastic life. Just how it goes, I suppose. But It's a hard pill to swallow. I can't be loved, not by femoids or anyone. All because of my unlucky genetics. I wish they had told me sooner instead of trying to brainwash me from a young age, acting as if there's someone for everyone, as if there's plenty of fish in the sea. Screw that. All I can do is LDAR. Tired of it. No motivation to do well in my classes. I'm invisible to everyone it seems. Perhaps the rope could save me but I'm far too much of a pussy to go to that extreme.
