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I said to myself that I would completely stop masturbating and watching porn this year.
...and I completely fucking failed. As I expected.
I don’t know why I bother setting targets for myself when all I do is let myself down. I’m so deprived of touch and affection that I have to resort to touching myself and when I abstain from masturbation for prolonged periods of time in an attempt to see the benefits of nofap and hopefully give me additional energy to go speak to women, I always feel the urge to do it the moment my mind wonders into sexual and female territory.
I’m a complete, utter failure. I’m a subhuman who will never have a family. I’m a degenerate loser. And I am a disgrace to my family and ancestors.
I hope I find the courage to hang myself because I’m done with this life.
...and I completely fucking failed. As I expected.
I don’t know why I bother setting targets for myself when all I do is let myself down. I’m so deprived of touch and affection that I have to resort to touching myself and when I abstain from masturbation for prolonged periods of time in an attempt to see the benefits of nofap and hopefully give me additional energy to go speak to women, I always feel the urge to do it the moment my mind wonders into sexual and female territory.
I’m a complete, utter failure. I’m a subhuman who will never have a family. I’m a degenerate loser. And I am a disgrace to my family and ancestors.
I hope I find the courage to hang myself because I’m done with this life.