Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Many people irl think I'm smart. Guess it's cause I'm quiet and wear glasses.
But I'm stupid. So stupid it hurts. I've made many mistakes in my life, mistakes that only a stupid person would make.
But the worst of all, I can't figure out how to make money. I used to have a shitload of free time, and I spent it procrastinating. Now I'm stuck in a hellhole, making $300 a month working full fucking time. I've spent the last few months "researching" for various ways to either make money, or things to learn to eventually make money from marketable skills. Alas, I'm too fucking stupid and anxious to actually do anything. And now I'm getting old and too exhausted to do anything. I'll be stuck working 9 hours a day for the rest of my life, with people I hate, under bosses I hate, for so little money I can't even afford to move out of my parent's house. Fuck my life and my laziness and my stupid choices. My parents invested everything in me, and yet I fucked up the chances to live in a rich country, moved back here and I'll be stuck living like a slave for the rest of my life.
God, if you exist, please smite me and kill me right here right now, for I have been praying for death for far too long.
But I'm stupid. So stupid it hurts. I've made many mistakes in my life, mistakes that only a stupid person would make.
But the worst of all, I can't figure out how to make money. I used to have a shitload of free time, and I spent it procrastinating. Now I'm stuck in a hellhole, making $300 a month working full fucking time. I've spent the last few months "researching" for various ways to either make money, or things to learn to eventually make money from marketable skills. Alas, I'm too fucking stupid and anxious to actually do anything. And now I'm getting old and too exhausted to do anything. I'll be stuck working 9 hours a day for the rest of my life, with people I hate, under bosses I hate, for so little money I can't even afford to move out of my parent's house. Fuck my life and my laziness and my stupid choices. My parents invested everything in me, and yet I fucked up the chances to live in a rich country, moved back here and I'll be stuck living like a slave for the rest of my life.
God, if you exist, please smite me and kill me right here right now, for I have been praying for death for far too long.