Getlooksordie
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I´m not shy and I´m not socially awkward. I could make friends, but I have no friends by choice. I have a deep rooted hate for people because of my childhood. I hate socializing so much.
Socializing means having to provide people with good emotions, tell funny jokes and make them feel good. Those same people that made my life hell growing up and have caused me nothing but misery and pain in this life. Often times when I´m in a conversation with people at work I purposely hold back funny comments because I don´t want others to feel good, I want them to feel pain.
Another thing I hate is that I have to depend on other people to not be judged as a loser by society.
A guy can´t do hobbies alone, eat alone or go anywhere alone or women will think he is weird for not having friends.
Socializing means having to provide people with good emotions, tell funny jokes and make them feel good. Those same people that made my life hell growing up and have caused me nothing but misery and pain in this life. Often times when I´m in a conversation with people at work I purposely hold back funny comments because I don´t want others to feel good, I want them to feel pain.
Another thing I hate is that I have to depend on other people to not be judged as a loser by society.
A guy can´t do hobbies alone, eat alone or go anywhere alone or women will think he is weird for not having friends.