My mom was single for most of my life until I was 11 when she met my step dad. After she met my step dad physical affection in my life decreased significantly especially after I became a teen. This definitely is a large contributor to why I don’t have that special bond with my mother anymore. Maybe if my mom and real dad were married I would have just gotten normal attention and not special attention for 11 years making me not dependent on my mothers affection too much. I really miss cuddling and hugging my mom and her kissing me on the cheek the only affection I ever received from the vile female species. I always did complain about my mother being single when I was young but I was hinting at her getting back with my dad not a new man. Regardless now I sleep alone every night. Even though I was kinda a bad kid my mother always adored and accommodated to me giving me everything I want now she is more distant. I now hate my bitch of a mother. Maybe I would be more “normal” if I received that affection I crave. This with the mixture of my puberty and heath issues really changed me as a person. From a hopeful happy boy to a bitter angry man. It’s not fair this asshole (my step dad) and my annoying waste of space little sister steal all the attention away from me. I hate them.
