Deep.Nest
El Violador
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Can't remember the last time I've heard this, but growing up I'd hear people say things like "the bullies from school will turn into unsuccessful nobodies and the kids they picked on will lead better lives than them." I don't know who the fuck thought this was some wise statement to say cause this is mostly bullshit. Maybe a few asshats turn into unemployed drug addicts, but most bullies go on to live completely normal good lives.
I'm not in contact with anyone I remember from high school, but I occasionally check their instagram accounts. All the sadistic evil cocksuckers that picked on me and made fun of me to get laughs from their friends are all doing pretty well. They're all doing great in college and they all still have lots of friends. Pretty much all of them have girlfriends or boyfriends which range from 7s to 10s on the attractiveness scale, and they go out and do fun shit all the time. I see their photos of them partying and going to football games with a whole bunch of people, I see stories of girls dressed like sluts basically giving their boyfriends a handjob over his pants while she's making out with him. They all are happy and doing perfectly fine and I hate this.
These people were cruel and (at the time) much worse human beings than me yet they get to live life to the fullest while I rot alone doing drugs and thinking about suicide. I really am pathetic tbh. If only I was born into a body that wasn't smaller than most males and had a mind that was free of anxiety and mental illness. Maybe then people would take me seriously and treat me like a normal person.
I'm not in contact with anyone I remember from high school, but I occasionally check their instagram accounts. All the sadistic evil cocksuckers that picked on me and made fun of me to get laughs from their friends are all doing pretty well. They're all doing great in college and they all still have lots of friends. Pretty much all of them have girlfriends or boyfriends which range from 7s to 10s on the attractiveness scale, and they go out and do fun shit all the time. I see their photos of them partying and going to football games with a whole bunch of people, I see stories of girls dressed like sluts basically giving their boyfriends a handjob over his pants while she's making out with him. They all are happy and doing perfectly fine and I hate this.
These people were cruel and (at the time) much worse human beings than me yet they get to live life to the fullest while I rot alone doing drugs and thinking about suicide. I really am pathetic tbh. If only I was born into a body that wasn't smaller than most males and had a mind that was free of anxiety and mental illness. Maybe then people would take me seriously and treat me like a normal person.