TheGoodGuy
Childhood was Paradise
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I hate them because I feel so ostracized because I have never and will never be a part of that enviroment, it seems every young person love to go to clubs or parties but I have never been a part of that, I have social anxiety so it makes me uncomfortable but at the same time these people always seem to have the time of their life and I envy that I want to be a part of that which everyone else get to experience.
I have some normie friends that used to ask me all the time many years ago to go clubbing with them but I never would because of social anxiety but when I hear about their nights and see pictures I get so jealous the same tonight because my neighbors have a party with many people, music, drinking all of that it of course makes me feel so ostracized it´s like another world which I don´t understand but it seems so intriguing yet I will never be able to partake.
The best I can do now as I am extremely angry to the point of my hands are shaking is I just bought myself some beers because at least it will help me ignore them better despite the partying neighbors being loud, obnoxious and happy.
I have some normie friends that used to ask me all the time many years ago to go clubbing with them but I never would because of social anxiety but when I hear about their nights and see pictures I get so jealous the same tonight because my neighbors have a party with many people, music, drinking all of that it of course makes me feel so ostracized it´s like another world which I don´t understand but it seems so intriguing yet I will never be able to partake.
The best I can do now as I am extremely angry to the point of my hands are shaking is I just bought myself some beers because at least it will help me ignore them better despite the partying neighbors being loud, obnoxious and happy.