Venting I hate myself

[superighteous]

I hate myself I hate myself I fucking hate myself. I’m mentally incapable of having friends, let alone finding love. Why do I push people away why am I such a meek little fucking mouse why am I so afraid to leave my home I feel like I’m on fucking house arrest. I don’t even want to die, I just want a fucking lobotomy so I can be a normal person and enjoy life to at least an extent, but that’s clearly out of reach so what other choice do I fucking have. I vomit at the mere thought of socializing, like I feel like I’ve been repeatedly punched in the gut, so why do I still hold faint hopes that some day I’ll break free from my isolated misery. I wish I wasn’t such a hopeless optimist in this regard, then maybe I’d have the courage to finally bite the bullet and put my worries and relentless nagging thoughts to rest. I wish I were normal. That’s all I ask for. I can barely take this anymore. Fuck. FUCK.

(Carry on I just needed to get this out of my system)

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

I know this same feels brother

 

[Brahcel]

Some people are fucked because of issues out of their control, while even more are fucked because of their own issues that they can fix.

Discuss

 

[Incellectual]

I relate with you a lot on wishing you were normal. As much as I hate on normies, life would be so much easier if I was born NT.

 

[Insomniac]

I relate with you a lot on wishing you were normal. As much as I hate on normies, life would be so much easier if I was born NT.

Yeah I’m envious of normies tbh. It must be so fucking easy being them.

 

[Incellectual]

Yeah I’m envious of normies tbh. It must be so fucking easy being them.

living as a normie = living life on ez mode. Everything is designed for them. Media is tailored to their tastes, games are being tailored to their tastes, even jobs to some extent are tailored for their tastes.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Deep down we all want to be accepted and loved even when we know it's pointless

 

[StaroRavager]

living as a normie = living life on ez mode

Not in the slightest

 

[Incellectual]

Not in the slightest

even if their life is hard it would be 100000 times harder if they weren't normie

 

[StaroRavager]

even if their life is hard it would be 100000 times harder if they weren't normie

Now you’re talking sense

 

[Mainländer]

I hate the people who don't let me do what I want. I love myself.

 

[Deleted member 265]

Some people are fucked because of issues out of their control, while even more are fucked because of their own issues that they can fix.

Discuss

water is wet

 

[Juxtaposition6]

I never loved myself this much prior to discovering the blackpill, when it comes to being a khhv shut-in, nothing of it was my fault and that cheers me up.