SuicideFuel I hate myself for being a loser virgin loner

[IronGuard27]

Ok, this is my first thread and please don't be mean to me.
I'm a loner and a loser, I hate every second of my existence, no matter what I'm doing, it feels like nothing will change. Even after a good day, at night I like shit, I feel that I'm nothing and I will not have any success in this game of life. I'm about to cry when I think about that I am not capable of being social, I cannot build friendships or relationships. I feel like I'm invisible to others because no one is noticing me. Before college tried to text with some foids which I liked, in first day it was pretty good but after I didn't have any responses and I was ignored every time. Every time when I see an attractive foid is just suicide fuel for me. I realized that I will not be able to ascend and my only cope for it is alcohol and smoking, and I also considered to take drugs but I don't know where to buy and I don't have the money for this. I want to end this life but I'm too afraid that I would fail and be locked at the psychiatric hospital.

 

[nevergetsanybetter]

I can relate to you I am also. A failure doesn’t matter what I do I still fail

 

[sanctusdeus1958]

I feel the same way, especially with seeing pretty women. The best way to deal with this issue is by praying the holy rosary, and avoiding apps like Instagram and tiktok. When you're outside lower your gaze or look at the sky when passing by women

 

[Qizarate]

Every time when I see an attractive foid is just suicide fuel for me.

I relate to that

 

[Failed Pullout]

Same I'm inept at everything

 

[light]

Same I'm inept at everything

 

[upsidedown]

Society builds your entire reason to exist around socializing and women with no alternative… then for those who struggle at it offer no support, laugh at how pathetic you are, and clap when you end it “another loser virgin gone haha”

 

[oldNgreycel]

What's your stats, brocel? Age, height, ethnicity, etc?

 

[Failed Pullout]

Society builds your entire reason to exist around socializing and women with no alternative… then for those who struggle at it offer no support, laugh at how pathetic you are, and clap when you end it “another loser virgin gone haha”

Yup sub fives are subjected to purposeless brutal lives only for normfags to punch down and feel better about themselves.

 

[TheCatMan]

What's your most brutal rejection?

 

[Jud Pottah]

Society builds your entire reason to exist around socializing and women with no alternative… then for those who struggle at it offer no support, laugh at how pathetic you are, and clap when you end it “another loser virgin gone haha”

Good thing they are ALL being replaced with shitskins, jeets. Maybe jews are onto something, because fuck goyam PiGs. jews are the proto-incels imagine if they had no money yeah.

Too bad i wasnt "Chosen"

 

[IronGuard27]

What's your most brutal rejection?

I didn't experience rejection but I was bullied in school by foids and also in school foids didn't even wanted to stay near me. Some months ago I had an altercation with a stacy who bullied me in college, she always mocked me, babytalk to me and even pushed me, and the I had enough and after college hours I followed her and when there was no people I just pulled her hair and hit her in the face and called her a whore and she tried to cause me problems but no one believed her(I also have pictures of her and her Facebook).

 

[IronGuard27]

What's your stats, brocel? Age, height, ethnicity, etc?

180 cm, 20 years old, eastern european, not wealthy( I grew up in a single mom family), introvert and anxious and a not very attractive face. I don't have hobbies and all I do is sitting in my room, talk to myself and surfing the internet (mostly YouTube, 4chan ant now this site) and learning for college ( don't know how to say in English where you go to make a degree (I study law) and I say college).

 

[IronGuard27]

I feel the same way, especially with seeing pretty women. The best way to deal with this issue is by praying the holy rosary, and avoiding apps like Instagram and tiktok. When you're outside lower your gaze or look at the sky when passing by women

I understand the religion cope but it will not work for me, I don't believe in god, if He existed why this world is such a mess full of suffering and degradation, why the bad ones are the one who win and apreciated in this game of life and the good ones are mocked and left to rot? I don't believe in miracles and wonders and no pray will fix my problems. Sorry if I offended you but I say religion will not fix anything.

 

[avoidthefoid2]

I feel ya bro. you also need a time machine. how old are you OP?

 

[IronGuard27]

I feel ya bro. you also need a time machine. how old are you OP?

In 20 but no time machine will fix that, I will wait till 30 and if I remain the same loser I am gonna rope

 

[avoidthefoid2]

In 20 but no time machine will fix that, I will wait till 30 and if I remain the same loser I am gonna rope

if you're 20, you still got time to change everything.
you still got hope brocel

 

[justuseless]

I didn't experience rejection but I was bullied in school by foids and also in school foids didn't even wanted to stay near me. Some months ago I had an altercation with a stacy who bullied me in college, she always mocked me, babytalk to me and even pushed me, and the I had enough and after college hours I followed her and when there was no people I just pulled her hair and hit her in the face and called her a whore and she tried to cause me problems but no one believed her(I also have pictures of her and her Facebook).

Fucking based

 

[oldNgreycel]

In 20 but no time machine will fix that, I will wait till 30 and if I remain the same loser I am gonna rope

You're still very young. And considering you're reasonably tall, you probably have a better shot than most here.

 

[IronGuard27]

You're still very young. And considering you're reasonably tall, you probably have a better shot than most here.

I don't know, even if you're tall but very skinny and the face is not very good looking (like me) and anxious it's hard.

 

[oldNgreycel]

I don't know, even if you're tall but very skinny and the face is not very good looking (like me) and anxious it's hard.

Don't I know it. I got sick of being skinny and started force feeding myself and lifting, but I'm still relatively light. It's hard the older you get. I wish I'd started when I was your age