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You know yesterday I was riding bike and see most of the foids out there happy , and enjoying..they were mostly single but only walkih single..they are not single as they are so happy. They got so much money in their hand and they are so distracted about the happiness of life around them.some of them sort of look at you with half disgust and sympathy. I don't know why they look at me with a depressed face but they become depressed only when they see me ,otherwise they are happy.i.wonder what type of depression energy I am radiating outwards. Whatever I am poor , noone give me any money let alone my parents, they want me to wage cuck and die . Also I am never given money for the work I do because the Bussiness owner knows I am an incel and I don't have any extra spending..
I see the whole town lighting up and women in their kids with their children's and Chad/beta husbands who have lots and lots of money. I felt so sad for being so undesirable like it's over for me before two years when inreached 25..now I know I am hopelessly entering 30 years age and foids are happy entirely out there and only feel bad but not any form of attraction when they see me.. and I know because this foids have a very high social life in internet and if I goto insta incan see how much attention they get there..it's like a very very big world of foid gynarchy in Instagram .. and this foids always live mentally in that world and mostly concerned abt the likes and messages she is going to get ..they are concerned abt the numbers wheather it is 1000 messages or 999 messages a day..
But as a male, look at me. Not even a single girl wants to talk to mee.and foids say it was because of the brutality the ancestors of us did to them that we experiance the karma in the form of sexual frustration and failure.. i don't see the logic off why I should experiance the karma of someone else, just because I was born into that gender.. anyways it's hurts l.
And I started to get the feeling that this foids are passing messages to mentonforce people like me to sit inside my crib and rot.. yeah that's exactly they want they want somehow to make my generation of boys die..so that they can have some relationship with the simplified tranny generation which even don't know what a men and women were..
The foids are waiting for the incels like me to perish..and I think they are even praying for that to happen. Whatever the amount of negative reinfo cement I get against getting ot of my house is increasing day by day..
The only thing that give me a little power over this bitches are celibacy and no stuurbation. Yeah it's hard but I don't know it helps a little bit to handle rejections and hate from outside.
The amount of porn videos I watched and masturbated to in my life made me feel suicidal..like how a loser i am to watch all these for years and not have a single chance to touch the object of my fantasy.. even when I am ready to beta bux a little bit no women even come with me as I have big autistic vibes along with a below average face . It will only get worse and never get better..
Some things I can do to cope with my life
*Quit porn and over expectation abt sex and celebrities..
*Start some exercises for mind and body
*Eating foods from good restaurants that have very less chance of food presence
*Working a wagie cuck job without jumping frequently asked novelty will breed my cravings for sex increase, so staying in same workplace helps me to stay blackpilled
*Just take up some form of faith so much traditonal cuck families will never kick me out from the home by saying that I am a degenerate.
*Looksmaxxinf in all ways even that involves some money.. even though no amount of looksmtch will give me a girl but it will help me cope with my feelings little bit.
*Engage in activities that are selfless so I will forget my needs and will blend with purpose..
I see the whole town lighting up and women in their kids with their children's and Chad/beta husbands who have lots and lots of money. I felt so sad for being so undesirable like it's over for me before two years when inreached 25..now I know I am hopelessly entering 30 years age and foids are happy entirely out there and only feel bad but not any form of attraction when they see me.. and I know because this foids have a very high social life in internet and if I goto insta incan see how much attention they get there..it's like a very very big world of foid gynarchy in Instagram .. and this foids always live mentally in that world and mostly concerned abt the likes and messages she is going to get ..they are concerned abt the numbers wheather it is 1000 messages or 999 messages a day..
But as a male, look at me. Not even a single girl wants to talk to mee.and foids say it was because of the brutality the ancestors of us did to them that we experiance the karma in the form of sexual frustration and failure.. i don't see the logic off why I should experiance the karma of someone else, just because I was born into that gender.. anyways it's hurts l.
And I started to get the feeling that this foids are passing messages to mentonforce people like me to sit inside my crib and rot.. yeah that's exactly they want they want somehow to make my generation of boys die..so that they can have some relationship with the simplified tranny generation which even don't know what a men and women were..
The foids are waiting for the incels like me to perish..and I think they are even praying for that to happen. Whatever the amount of negative reinfo cement I get against getting ot of my house is increasing day by day..
The only thing that give me a little power over this bitches are celibacy and no stuurbation. Yeah it's hard but I don't know it helps a little bit to handle rejections and hate from outside.
The amount of porn videos I watched and masturbated to in my life made me feel suicidal..like how a loser i am to watch all these for years and not have a single chance to touch the object of my fantasy.. even when I am ready to beta bux a little bit no women even come with me as I have big autistic vibes along with a below average face . It will only get worse and never get better..
Some things I can do to cope with my life
*Quit porn and over expectation abt sex and celebrities..
*Start some exercises for mind and body
*Eating foods from good restaurants that have very less chance of food presence
*Working a wagie cuck job without jumping frequently asked novelty will breed my cravings for sex increase, so staying in same workplace helps me to stay blackpilled
*Just take up some form of faith so much traditonal cuck families will never kick me out from the home by saying that I am a degenerate.
*Looksmaxxinf in all ways even that involves some money.. even though no amount of looksmtch will give me a girl but it will help me cope with my feelings little bit.
*Engage in activities that are selfless so I will forget my needs and will blend with purpose..
